In this kirtan, Nishkulanand Swami describes the fate of one who renounces with little understanding. Swami shows how one’s intentions change if they do not have a solid understanding of the goals of vairāgya. Ultimately, their vairāgya degenerates.
Jenu re man van vānchhatu, ati re’tā udāsjī;
One whose mind yearned to dwell in the forest and they remained apathetic toward the world.
Te tākyā vastīe vasavā, bāndhī sau sāthe āsjī... Jenu 1
They started living among the people and became connected with everyone with expectations from them.
Jene re gamtā jīraṇ kanthā, jevu tevu jaḷ ṭhāmjī;
One who liked old clothes and any place they could find.
Teṇe re rangyā rūḍā tumbaḍā, gamatā vastra mānge gāmogāmjī... Jenu 2
They started painting their gourds and went village to village asking for clothes (and food) of their liking.
Ras rahit anna ichchhatā, devā dehane danḍjī;
One who asked for food that was tasteless only to punish their body.
Tene re joīe tīkhā tam-tamā, khāvā khīr ne khānḍjī... Jenu 3
Now, they want various tasty foods, such as khir and sweets.
Jene re jāgya āgya lāgatī, gamatā nahi sajyā gharjī;
One who set afire attachment to any one place and did not like decorated houses.
Tene re āsanthī ūṭhāḍatā, jāṇe jagāḍyo maṇidharjī... Jenu 4
The same now becomes provoked - as if a king cobra was provoked - when asked to get up from their spot.
Potāno parivār parharī, chālyo ekīlo āpjī;
One who renounced their whole family and set out alone.
Teṇe re karyo sneh shiṣhyashu, līdho parno santāpjī... Jenu 5
He now developed affection toward his disciples and is now shouldering their troubles.
Ochhī samajaṇe je ādare, kāyo thako je koyjī;
One who has little understanding...
Niṣhkuḷānand e narnu, ante em j hoyjī... Jenu 6
Nishkulanand Swami says, his fate will be like that in the end.
