Kariyani 10

Nāḍī Joyānu, Tapnu

Samvat 1877nā Kārtik sudi 10 Dashmīne divas rātrine same Swāmī Shrī Sahajānandjī Mahārāj gām Shrī Kāriyāṇī madhye Vastā Khācharnā darabārmā ugamṇe dvār oraḍāne viṣhe virājmān hatā ane potānā mukhārvindnī āgaḷ dasa-bār moṭerā sādhu beṭhā hatā tathā pāch-chha haribhakta beṭhā hatā. Ane Shrījī Mahārājnā sharīrmā kāīk tāv jevu jaṇātu hatu ane āgaḷ sagaḍī melīne tāpatā hatā. Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāje Muktānand Swāmīne kahyu je, “Amārī nāḍī juo, sharīrmā kāīk kasar jaṇāy chhe.” Pachhī Muktānand Swāmīe nāḍī joīne kahyu je, “He Mahārāj! Kasar to bahu chhe.” Ane vaḷī em kahyu je, “He Mahārāj! Hamaṇā satsangīne kaṭhaṇ kāḷ varte chhe; kem je, he Mahārāj! Tame to sarve satsangīnā jīvanprāṇ chho, te Mahārājne sharīre kasar jevu chhe, e ja sarve satsangīne kaṭhaṇ kāḷ chhe.”

Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Bhagwānne prasanna karavāne arthe Nāradjīe keṭalāk yug paryant ṭāḍh-taḍakāne tathā bhūkh-tarasne sahan karīne mahātap karyu ane te tape karīne Bhagwānne rājī karyā; evī rīte je vivekī hoy te to jāṇīne potānā deh-indriyone damīne tap kare chhe. Māṭe je vivekī sādhu hoy tene to jāṇīne deh-indriyone kaṣhṭa thāy em vartyu joīe; to īshvar-ichchhāe je kāī kaṣhṭa āve tene shīd ṭāḷavāne ichchhe? Ane vaḷī tyāgī sādhune to potānā manmā em draḍh ruchi rākhī joīe je, ‘Māre to Devlok, Brahmalok ane Vaikunṭhādik loknā je panch-viṣhay sambandhī bhogsukh te nathī joītā; ane māre to hamṇā deh chhate tathā dehno tyāg karīne Badarikāshram tathā Shvetdvīpmā jaīne ne tap karīne Bhagwānne rājī karavā chhe, te ek janma tathā be janma tathā sahasra janma sudhī paṇ tap karīne ja Bhagwānne rājī karavā chhe.’ Ane jīvnu kalyāṇ to āṭalī ja vātmā chhe je, ‘Prakaṭ pramāṇ evā je Shrī Kṛuṣhṇa Nārāyaṇ tenu ja karyu sarve thāy chhe, paṇ kāḷ, karma ne māyādik koīnu karyu kāī thatu nathī.’ Evī rīte Bhagwānne viṣhe ja ek kartāpaṇu samajavu e ja kalyāṇnu param kāraṇ chhe. Ane je tap karavu te to Bhagwānnī prasannatānu kāraṇ chhe. Ane te tapne viṣhe paṇ jevo Rādhikājī tathā Lakṣhmījī Bhagwānne viṣhe prem-lakṣhaṇā bhaktie karīne bhāv rākhe chhe tevo bhāv rākhavo. Ane jo tap na kare ne Bhagwānne ja sarvakartā jāṇe toy paṇ janma-maraṇnā dukhthī to jīv tarī jāy, paṇ tap karyā vinā te jīv upar Bhagwānno rājīpo thāy nahī. Ane je jīv Bhagwānne sarva-kartā-hartā nathī jāṇato to tethī bījo koī pāpī nathī. Ane gauhatyā, brahmahatyā, gurustrīno sang tathā brahmavettā sadguruno droh te thakī paṇ ene vadhu pāpī jāṇavo, kā je, Bhagwān vinā bījā je kāḷ-karmādik tene e kartā jāṇe chhe; māṭe evo je nāstik chanḍāḷ hoy tenī to chhāyāmā paṇ ūbhu rahevu nahī ne bhūlyamā paṇ tenā mukhnu vachan sāmbhaḷvu nahī. Ane je Bhagwānnā bhakta hoy te Bhagwānne pratāpe karīne Brahmā, Shiv, Shukjī, Nārad te jevā paṇ thāy ane Prakṛuti-Puruṣh³⁹ jevā paṇ thāy ane Brahma⁴⁰ tathā Akṣhar jevā paṇ thāy, to paṇ Shrī Puruṣhottam Nārāyaṇ jevo thavāne to koī samarth nathī. Māṭe jeno sang karyā thakī tathā je shāstra sāmbhaḷvā thakī Bhagwānnī upāsanānu khanḍan thaīne Swāmī-sevakbhāv ṭaḷī jato hoy, to te sangno tathā te shāstrano shvapachnī peṭhe tatkāḷ tyāg karavo.”

Pachhī Muktānand Swāmīe pūchhyu je, “He Mahārāj! Je bhakta sundar vastra tathā alankār tathā nānā prakārnā bhojanādik vastu teṇe karīne Bhagwānnī sevā kare chhe, te paṇ Bhagwānne rājī karavāne ichchhe chhe ane tame to tape karīne ja Bhagwān rājī thāy em kaho chho. Te tap vinā evī sevāe karīne rājī kare temā sho bādh chhe?” Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Je sārā sārā padārthe karīne Bhagwānnī bhakti kare chhe, te jo niṣhkāmbhāve karīne, kevaḷ Bhagwānnī prasannatāne arthe ja karato hoy to to ṭhīk chhe, paṇ jo pote paṇ Bhagwānnī prasādī jāṇīne te padārthne viṣhe lobhāīne ne Bhagwānne paḍyā melīne te padārthne viṣhe prīti kare to te padārthne bhogavato thako viṣhayī thaīne bhraṣhṭa thaī jāy chhe, e bādh chhe. Māṭe je tyāgī bhakta hoy tene to Bhagwānne sarvakartā jāṇīne, tape karīne ja Bhagwānne rājī karavā ane Rādhikājī tathā Lakṣhmījī tenī peṭhe Bhagwānne prem-lakṣhaṇā bhaktie karīne bhajavā, e amāro siddhānt chhe.”

Pachhī Brahmānand Swāmīe pūchhyu⁴¹ je, “He Mahārāj! Amāru ā lokne viṣhe tathā parlokne viṣhe sāru thāy te kaho.” Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Ā je amāro siddhānt⁴² chhe te ja ā lok ne parlokne viṣhe param sukhno hetu chhe.”

Pachhī Gopāḷānand Swāmīe pūchhyu je, “He Mahārāj! Tyāgno ne tap karavāno manmā ishak to hoy ane tyāg ke tap karatā vachmā koīk vighna āvī paḍe to tenu kem karavu?” Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Jene je vātno ishak hoy ne te vachchamā hajāro antarāy āve to paṇ te antarāyno rokyo rokāy nahī, tyāre teno sācho ishak jāṇavo. Juo ne, ame ekvīs varṣh thayā Shrī Rāmānand Swāmī pāse āvyā chhīe, temā anant bhātnā vastra tathā alankār tathā khān-pānādik teṇe karīne sevānā karanārā anant bhakta maḷyā chhe, paṇ amāru man koī padārthmā lobhāṇu nathī, shā māṭe je, amāre tyāgno ja ishak chhe. Ane ā sansārne viṣhe keṭalīk rānḍo chhe te dhaṇī marī gayo hoy to tene vāse chhātī kūṭī kūṭīne royā ja kare chhe ane keṭalīk bāīo chhe te potānā paraṇyā dhaṇīno paṇ tyāg karīne Bhagwānnu bhajan kare chhe. Ane keṭalāk mūrkh puruṣh hoy chhe te potānī strī marī gaī hoy to tene vāse royā kare chhe ane bījī strīne vāste hāyavoya karatā fare chhe; ane keṭalāk vairāgyavā puruṣh hoy te gharmā parṇelī strī hoy teno tyāg karīne Parameshvarnu bhajan kare chhe. Evī rīte sau-saunā ishak judī judī jātnā chhe. Ane amāro to e ja ishak chhe ne e ja siddhānt chhe je, ‘Tape karīne Bhagwānne rājī karavā ne Bhagwānne sarvenā kartāhartā jāṇīne ane Swāmī-sevakne bhāve karīne te Bhagwānnī bhakti karavī. Ane koī rīte te Bhagwānnī upāsanā khanḍan thavā devī nahī.’ Māṭe tamo paṇ sarve ā amārā vachanne param siddhānt karī mānajyo.”

Samvat 1877na Kartik sudi 10 Dashmine divas ratrine same Swami Shri Sahajanandji Maharaj gam Shri Kariyani madhye Vasta Khacharna darabarma ugamne dvar oradane vishe virajman hata ane potana mukharvindni agal dasa-bar motera sadhu betha hata tatha pach-chha haribhakta betha hata. Ane Shriji Maharajna sharirma kaik tav jevu janatu hatu ane agal sagadi meline tapata hata. Pachhi Shriji Maharaje Muktanand Swamine kahyu je, “Amari nadi juo, sharirma kaik kasar janay chhe.” Pachhi Muktanand Swamie nadi joine kahyu je, “He Maharaj! Kasar to bahu chhe.” Ane vali em kahyu je, “He Maharaj! Hamana satsangine kathan kal varte chhe; kem je, he Maharaj! Tame to sarve satsangina jivanpran chho, te Maharajne sharire kasar jevu chhe, e ja sarve satsangine kathan kal chhe.”

Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Bhagwanne prasanna karavane arthe Naradjie ketalak yug paryant tadh-tadakane tatha bhukh-tarasne sahan karine mahatap karyu ane te tape karine Bhagwanne raji karya; evi rite je viveki hoy te to janine potana deh-indriyone damine tap kare chhe. Mate je viveki sadhu hoy tene to janine deh-indriyone kashta thay em vartyu joie; to ishvar-ichchhae je kai kashta ave tene shid talavane ichchhe? Ane vali tyagi sadhune to potana manma em dradh ruchi rakhi joie je, ‘Mare to Devlok, Brahmalok ane Vaikunthadik lokna je panch-vishay sambandhi bhogsukh te nathi joita; ane mare to hamna deh chhate tatha dehno tyag karine Badarikashram tatha Shvetdvipma jaine ne tap karine Bhagwanne raji karava chhe, te ek janma tatha be janma tatha sahasra janma sudhi pan tap karine ja Bhagwanne raji karava chhe.’ Ane jivnu kalyan to atali ja vatma chhe je, ‘Prakat praman eva je Shri Krushna Narayan tenu ja karyu sarve thay chhe, pan kal, karma ne mayadik koinu karyu kai thatu nathi.’ Evi rite Bhagwanne vishe ja ek kartapanu samajavu e ja kalyannu param karan chhe. Ane je tap karavu te to Bhagwanni prasannatanu karan chhe. Ane te tapne vishe pan jevo Radhikaji tatha Lakshmiji Bhagwanne vishe prem-lakshana bhaktie karine bhav rakhe chhe tevo bhav rakhavo. Ane jo tap na kare ne Bhagwanne ja sarvakarta jane toy pan janma-maranna dukhthi to jiv tari jay, pan tap karya vina te jiv upar Bhagwanno rajipo thay nahi. Ane je jiv Bhagwanne sarva-karta-harta nathi janato to tethi bijo koi papi nathi. Ane gauhatya, brahmahatya, gurustrino sang tatha brahmavetta sadguruno droh te thaki pan ene vadhu papi janavo, ka je, Bhagwan vina bija je kal-karmadik tene e karta jane chhe; mate evo je nastik chandal hoy teni to chhayama pan ubhu rahevu nahi ne bhulyama pan tena mukhnu vachan sambhalvu nahi. Ane je Bhagwanna bhakta hoy te Bhagwanne pratape karine Brahma, Shiv, Shukji, Narad te jeva pan thay ane Prakruti-Purush³⁹ jeva pan thay ane Brahma⁴⁰ tatha Akshar jeva pan thay, to pan Shri Purushottam Narayan jevo thavane to koi samarth nathi. Mate jeno sang karya thaki tatha je shastra sambhalva thaki Bhagwanni upasananu khandan thaine Swami-sevakbhav tali jato hoy, to te sangno tatha te shastrano shvapachni pethe tatkal tyag karavo.”

Pachhi Muktanand Swamie puchhyu je, “He Maharaj! Je bhakta sundar vastra tatha alankar tatha nana prakarna bhojanadik vastu tene karine Bhagwanni seva kare chhe, te pan Bhagwanne raji karavane ichchhe chhe ane tame to tape karine ja Bhagwan raji thay em kaho chho. Te tap vina evi sevae karine raji kare tema sho badh chhe?” Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Je sara sara padarthe karine Bhagwanni bhakti kare chhe, te jo nishkambhave karine, keval Bhagwanni prasannatane arthe ja karato hoy to to thik chhe, pan jo pote pan Bhagwanni prasadi janine te padarthne vishe lobhaine ne Bhagwanne padya meline te padarthne vishe priti kare to te padarthne bhogavato thako vishayi thaine bhrashta thai jay chhe, e badh chhe. Mate je tyagi bhakta hoy tene to Bhagwanne sarvakarta janine, tape karine ja Bhagwanne raji karava ane Radhikaji tatha Lakshmiji teni pethe Bhagwanne prem-lakshana bhaktie karine bhajava, e amaro siddhant chhe.”

Pachhi Brahmanand Swamie puchhyu⁴¹ je, “He Maharaj! Amaru a lokne vishe tatha parlokne vishe saru thay te kaho.” Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “A je amaro siddhant⁴² chhe te ja a lok ne parlokne vishe param sukhno hetu chhe.”

Pachhi Gopalanand Swamie puchhyu je, “He Maharaj! Tyagno ne tap karavano manma ishak to hoy ane tyag ke tap karata vachma koik vighna avi pade to tenu kem karavu?” Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Jene je vatno ishak hoy ne te vachchama hajaro antaray ave to pan te antarayno rokyo rokay nahi, tyare teno sacho ishak janavo. Juo ne, ame ekvis varsh thaya Shri Ramanand Swami pase avya chhie, tema anant bhatna vastra tatha alankar tatha khan-panadik tene karine sevana karanara anant bhakta malya chhe, pan amaru man koi padarthma lobhanu nathi, sha mate je, amare tyagno ja ishak chhe. Ane a sansarne vishe ketalik rando chhe te dhani mari gayo hoy to tene vase chhati kuti kutine roya ja kare chhe ane ketalik baio chhe te potana paranya dhanino pan tyag karine Bhagwannu bhajan kare chhe. Ane ketalak murkh purush hoy chhe te potani stri mari gai hoy to tene vase roya kare chhe ane biji strine vaste hayavoya karata fare chhe; ane ketalak vairagyava purush hoy te gharma parneli stri hoy teno tyag karine Parameshvarnu bhajan kare chhe. Evi rite sau-sauna ishak judi judi jatna chhe. Ane amaro to e ja ishak chhe ne e ja siddhant chhe je, ‘Tape karine Bhagwanne raji karava ne Bhagwanne sarvena kartaharta janine ane Swami-sevakne bhave karine te Bhagwanni bhakti karavi. Ane koi rite te Bhagwanni upasana khandan thava devi nahi.’ Mate tamo pan sarve a amara vachanne param siddhant kari manajyo.”

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