Kariyani 7

Chaṭakīnā vairāgyanu, Ātyantik Kalyāṇnu

Samvat 1877nā Kārtik sudi 1 Paḍavāne divas rātrine same gām Shrī Kāriyāṇī madhye Vastā Khācharnā darabārmā uttarāde dvār oraḍānī āgaḷ dīpmāḷā pūrī hatī ane te dīpmāḷā madhye manch hato ne te upar palang bichhāvyo hato ne te palang upar Shrījī Mahārāj virājmān hatā ane sarva shvet vastra dhāraṇ karyā hatā ane potānā mukhārvindnī āgaḷ Paramhansa tathā desh-deshnā haribhaktanī sabhā bharāīne beṭhī hatī.

Pachhī gām Bochāsaṇvāḷā Kāshīdāse Shrījī Mahārājne prashna pūchhyo je, “He Mahārāj! Tyāgī hoy te to nivṛuttimārgne anusaryā chhe, te akhanḍ Bhagwānnā swarūpmā vṛutti rākhe chhe. Ane je gṛuhasthāshramī chhe te to pravṛuttimārgne anusaryā chhe, māṭe tene to sansārnī anant viṭamṇā vaḷagī chhe; māṭe te gṛuhasthāshramī kem samaje to Bhagwānnā swarūpmā vṛutti rahe?” Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Gṛuhasthne em samajavu je, ‘Jem pūrve chorāshī lākh jātnā māre mābāp tathā strī-chhokarā thayā hatā tevā ne tevā ja ā dehnā paṇ chhe; ne keṭalāk janmanī mā, bon, dīkarīo te keṭalīk razaḷtī hashe, tenī jem māre mamatā nathī tem ā dehnā sambandhī tenī paṇ māre mamatā na rākhavī.’ Evī rīte vichār karīne sarvamāthī prīti toḍīne Bhagwānne viṣhe draḍh prīti kare ne sādhuno samāgam rākhe, to gṛuhasthne paṇ tyāgīnī peṭhe akhanḍ Bhagwānmā vṛutti rahe.”

Pachhī evī rīte Shrījī Mahārājnī vāt sāmbhaḷīne je gṛuhasth sarve sabhāmā beṭhā hatā temaṇe hāth joḍīne pūchhyu je, “He Mahārāj! Je gṛuhasthne evī rīte na vartāy tenā shā hāl thashe?” Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “E to je Bhagwān vinā anya padārthmāthī vāsanāmātrane ṭāḷīne Bhagwānmā akhanḍ vṛutti rākhe tenī vāt kahī chhe. Ane je evo baḷiyo na hoy tene to satsangnī dharma-maryādāmā rahevu ane sant ne Bhagwān teno je potāne āsharo chhe tenu baḷ rākhavu je, ‘Bhagwān to adham-uddhāraṇ ne patit-pāvan chhe, te mane sākṣhāt maḷyā chhe.’” Pachhī evā Shrījī Mahārājnā vachan sāmbhaḷīne sarve harijan atishay rājī thayā.

Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāje santne prashna pūchhyo je, “Vairāgya uday thayānu shu kāraṇ chhe?” Pachhī jene jevo bhāsyo tevo uttar karyo, paṇ Shrījī Mahārājnā prashnanu samādhān thayu nahī. Pachhī sarve Muni bolyā je, “He Mahārāj! Eno uttar tame karo.” Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Vairāgyanu kāraṇ to e chhe je, sadgranth ne satpuruṣhnā vachan tene sāmbhaḷīne jene chaṭakī lāge ane chaṭakī lāge te pāchhī maṭe ja nahī, evī je chaṭakī te ja vairāgyano hetu chhe; bījo vairāgyano hetu nathī. Ane jene chaṭakī lāgatī hoy ne te tāmasī hoy tathā rājasī hoy tathā sāttvikī hoy te sarvene vairāgya ūpaje. Ane jene chaṭakī lāgatī na hoy tene vairāgya na ūpaje. Ane jene chaṭakī lāgīne thoḍā divas keḍe ṭaḷī jatī hoy tene to e chaṭakīno vairāgya atishay khuvār kare. Kem je, jyāre chaṭakī lāge tyāre ghar mūkīne jato rahe; pachhī bhekh līdhā keḍe je chaṭakī lāgī hoy te ūtarī jāy ane pachhavāḍe ghar to dhūḍ-dhāṇī thaī gayu hoy; pachhī jem, ‘dhobīno kūtaro vāṭno nahī ne ghāṭno nahī,’ tem te puruṣh ubhay-bhraṣhṭ thāy chhe. Ane je draḍh vairāgyavāḷā hoy chhe te param padne pāme chhe.”

Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj ati prasanna thakā bījo prashna Paramhansa pratye pūchhatā havā je, “Ātyantik kalyāṇ te kene kahīe? Ane ātyantik kalyāṇne pāmīne je siddhadashāne pāmyo hoy te puruṣhnī sarve kriyāne viṣhe kevī dashā vartatī hoy?” Pachhī jene jevo bhāsyo tevo sarve Munie uttar karyo, paṇ Shrījī Mahārājnā prashnanu samādhān thayu nahī. Pachhī sarve muni hāth joḍīne Shrījī Mahārāj pratye bolyā je, “He Mahārāj! Eno uttar tame karo.” Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Jyāre brahmānḍno pralay thāy chhe tyāre prakṛutinā kārya je chovīs tattva te sarve Prakṛutine viṣhe līn thaī jāy chhe ane te Prakṛuti-Puruṣh paṇ Akṣharbrahmanā tejmā adrashy thaī jāy chhe ane pachhī ekalu Sachchidānand (Chidghan) je tej²⁸ te rahe chhe ane te tejne viṣhe divyamūrti evā je Puruṣhottam Bhagwān Vāsudev te akhanḍ virājmān rahe chhe. Ane te ja pote divyamūrti thakā jīvnā kalyāṇne arthe manuṣhyākṛutie karīne pṛuthvīne viṣhe sarva janne nayangochar thakā vichare chhe. Tyāre je jagatmā aṇsamaju mūrkh jīv chhe te te Bhagwānne māyik guṇe yukta kahe chhe, paṇ e māyik guṇe yukta nathī; e to sadā Guṇātīt divyamūrti ja chhe. Ane tenu te je Bhagwānnu sākār divya swarūp tene je Vedānt Shāstra²⁹ chhe te nirguṇ, achhedya, abhedya, sarvatra vyāpak evī rīte karīne pratipādan kare chhe te jīvnī buddhimāthī māyikbhāv ṭāḷavāne arthe nirguṇpaṇe karīne pratipādan kare chhe. Ane e Bhagwān to utpatti, sthiti, ane pralay e sarve kāḷne viṣhe ekrūpe karīne ja virājmān chhe, paṇ māyik padārthnī peṭhe vikārne pāmatā nathī; sadā divyarūpe karīne virājmān rahe chhe. Evī rīte pratyakṣh Puruṣhottamne viṣhe je draḍh niṣhṭhā tene ātyantik kalyāṇ kahīe. Ane evī niṣhṭhāne pāmīne je siddha-dashāne pāmyo hoy tenī āvī dashā hoy je, pinḍ-brahmānḍno tathā Prakṛuti-Puruṣhno pralay thayā pachhī Akṣhardhāmne viṣhe je Bhagwānnī mūrti akhanḍ virājmān rahe chhe, te mūrtine sthāvar-jangam-sarve ākārne viṣhe jyā jyā draṣhṭi jāy tyā tyā sākṣhātkār dekhe ane e mūrti vinā bīju aṇumātra paṇ bhāse nahī. E siddha-dashānu lakṣhaṇ chhe.”

Samvat 1877na Kartik sudi 1 Padavane divas ratrine same gam Shri Kariyani madhye Vasta Khacharna darabarma uttarade dvar oradani agal dipmala puri hati ane te dipmala madhye manch hato ne te upar palang bichhavyo hato ne te palang upar Shriji Maharaj virajman hata ane sarva shvet vastra dharan karya hata ane potana mukharvindni agal Paramhansa tatha desh-deshna haribhaktani sabha bharaine bethi hati.

Pachhi gam Bochasanvala Kashidase Shriji Maharajne prashna puchhyo je, “He Maharaj! Tyagi hoy te to nivruttimargne anusarya chhe, te akhand Bhagwanna swarupma vrutti rakhe chhe. Ane je gruhasthashrami chhe te to pravruttimargne anusarya chhe, mate tene to sansarni anant vitamna valagi chhe; mate te gruhasthashrami kem samaje to Bhagwanna swarupma vrutti rahe?” Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Gruhasthne em samajavu je, ‘Jem purve chorashi lakh jatna mare mabap tatha stri-chhokara thaya hata teva ne teva ja a dehna pan chhe; ne ketalak janmani ma, bon, dikario te ketalik razalti hashe, teni jem mare mamata nathi tem a dehna sambandhi teni pan mare mamata na rakhavi.’ Evi rite vichar karine sarvamathi priti todine Bhagwanne vishe dradh priti kare ne sadhuno samagam rakhe, to gruhasthne pan tyagini pethe akhand Bhagwanma vrutti rahe.”

Pachhi evi rite Shriji Maharajni vat sambhaline je gruhasth sarve sabhama betha hata temane hath jodine puchhyu je, “He Maharaj! Je gruhasthne evi rite na vartay tena sha hal thashe?” Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “E to je Bhagwan vina anya padarthmathi vasanamatrane taline Bhagwanma akhand vrutti rakhe teni vat kahi chhe. Ane je evo baliyo na hoy tene to satsangni dharma-maryadama rahevu ane sant ne Bhagwan teno je potane asharo chhe tenu bal rakhavu je, ‘Bhagwan to adham-uddharan ne patit-pavan chhe, te mane sakshat malya chhe.’” Pachhi eva Shriji Maharajna vachan sambhaline sarve harijan atishay raji thaya.

Pachhi Shriji Maharaje santne prashna puchhyo je, “Vairagya uday thayanu shu karan chhe?” Pachhi jene jevo bhasyo tevo uttar karyo, pan Shriji Maharajna prashnanu samadhan thayu nahi. Pachhi sarve Muni bolya je, “He Maharaj! Eno uttar tame karo.” Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Vairagyanu karan to e chhe je, sadgranth ne satpurushna vachan tene sambhaline jene chataki lage ane chataki lage te pachhi mate ja nahi, evi je chataki te ja vairagyano hetu chhe; bijo vairagyano hetu nathi. Ane jene chataki lagati hoy ne te tamasi hoy tatha rajasi hoy tatha sattviki hoy te sarvene vairagya upaje. Ane jene chataki lagati na hoy tene vairagya na upaje. Ane jene chataki lagine thoda divas kede tali jati hoy tene to e chatakino vairagya atishay khuvar kare. Kem je, jyare chataki lage tyare ghar mukine jato rahe; pachhi bhekh lidha kede je chataki lagi hoy te utari jay ane pachhavade ghar to dhud-dhani thai gayu hoy; pachhi jem, ‘dhobino kutaro vatno nahi ne ghatno nahi,’ tem te purush ubhay-bhrasht thay chhe. Ane je dradh vairagyavala hoy chhe te param padne pame chhe.”

Pachhi Shriji Maharaj ati prasanna thaka bijo prashna Paramhansa pratye puchhata hava je, “Atyantik kalyan te kene kahie? Ane atyantik kalyanne pamine je siddhadashane pamyo hoy te purushni sarve kriyane vishe kevi dasha vartati hoy?” Pachhi jene jevo bhasyo tevo sarve Munie uttar karyo, pan Shriji Maharajna prashnanu samadhan thayu nahi. Pachhi sarve muni hath jodine Shriji Maharaj pratye bolya je, “He Maharaj! Eno uttar tame karo.” Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Jyare brahmandno pralay thay chhe tyare prakrutina karya je chovis tattva te sarve Prakrutine vishe lin thai jay chhe ane te Prakruti-Purush pan Aksharbrahmana tejma adrashy thai jay chhe ane pachhi ekalu Sachchidanand (Chidghan) je tej²⁸ te rahe chhe ane te tejne vishe divyamurti eva je Purushottam Bhagwan Vasudev te akhand virajman rahe chhe. Ane te ja pote divyamurti thaka jivna kalyanne arthe manushyakrutie karine pruthvine vishe sarva janne nayangochar thaka vichare chhe. Tyare je jagatma ansamaju murkh jiv chhe te te Bhagwanne mayik gune yukta kahe chhe, pan e mayik gune yukta nathi; e to sada Gunatit divyamurti ja chhe. Ane tenu te je Bhagwannu sakar divya swarup tene je Vedant Shastra²⁹ chhe te nirgun, achhedya, abhedya, sarvatra vyapak evi rite karine pratipadan kare chhe te jivni buddhimathi mayikbhav talavane arthe nirgunpane karine pratipadan kare chhe. Ane e Bhagwan to utpatti, sthiti, ane pralay e sarve kalne vishe ekrupe karine ja virajman chhe, pan mayik padarthni pethe vikarne pamata nathi; sada divyarupe karine virajman rahe chhe. Evi rite pratyaksh Purushottamne vishe je dradh nishtha tene atyantik kalyan kahie. Ane evi nishthane pamine je siddha-dashane pamyo hoy teni avi dasha hoy je, pind-brahmandno tatha Prakruti-Purushno pralay thaya pachhi Akshardhamne vishe je Bhagwanni murti akhand virajman rahe chhe, te murtine sthavar-jangam-sarve akarne vishe jya jya drashti jay tya tya sakshatkar dekhe ane e murti vina biju anumatra pan bhase nahi. E siddha-dashanu lakshan chhe.”

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