Kariyani 11

Premnā Lakṣhaṇnu

Samvat 1877nā Kārtik sudi 11 Ekādashīne divas Shrījī Mahārāj gām Shrī Kāriyāṇī madhye Vastā Khācharnā darabārmā ugamṇe dvār oraḍānī osarīe rātrine same virājmān hatā ane dhoḷo khes paheryo hato ne dhoḷī chhīnṭanī ḍagalī paherī hatī ane mastak upar dhoḷī pāgh bāndhī hatī ane pīḷā ne rātā je guldāvadīnā puṣhpa tenā hār paheryā hatā ane pāghmā pīḷā puṣhpanā torā laṭaktā hatā ane potānī āgaḷ be kore be vāḷand mashāl laīne ūbhā hatā ane potānā mukhārvindnī āgaḷ Muni tathā desh-deshnā haribhaktanī sabhā bharāīne beṭhī hatī.

Pachhī Shrījī Mahārājne Sachchidānand Swāmīe prashna pūchhyo je, “Bhagwānne viṣhe prīti hoy tenā shā lakṣhaṇ chhe?” Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Jene potānā priyatam je Bhagwān tene viṣhe prīti hoy te potānā priyatamnī marajīne lope nahī e prītinu lakṣhaṇ chhe. Jo Gopīone Shrī Kṛuṣhṇa Bhagwānne viṣhe prīti hatī, to jyāre Shrī Kṛuṣhṇa Bhagwān Mathurā javā taiyār thayā tyāre Gopīo sarve maḷīne em vichār karyo je, ‘Āpaṇe kuṭumbnī tathā loknī lājno tyāg karīne Bhagwānne jorāīe rākhīshu.’ Pachhī chālavā same Shrī Kṛuṣhṇa Bhagwānnā netra sāmu joyu tyāre Bhagwānnī rahyānī marajī dekhī nahī, tyāre sarve ḍarīne chheṭe rahīyo ane antarmā em bīniyo je, ‘Jo āpaṇe Bhagwānnā gamatāmā nahī rahīe to Bhagwānne āpaṇā uparthī het ūtarī jashe,’ em vichārīne kāī kahī shakiyo nahī.⁴³ Pachhī Bhagwān Mathurā padhāryā tyāre paṇ traṇ gāu upar Bhagwān hatā to paṇ Gopīo koī divas marajī lopīne darshane gaī nahī; ane Gopīoe em jāṇyu je, ‘Bhagwānnī marajī vinā jo āpaṇe Mathurā jaīshu to Bhagwānne āpaṇā upar het chhe te ṭaḷī jashe.’ Māṭe hetnu e ja rūp chhe je, ‘Jene je sāthe het hoy te tenī marajī pramāṇe rahe.’ Ane jo potānā priyatamne pāse rahye rājī jāṇe to pāse rahe ane jo potānā priyatamne chheṭe rahye rājī jāṇe to chheṭe rahe paṇ koī rīte potānā priyatamnī āgnāne lope nahī e premnu lakṣhaṇ chhe. Jo Gopīone Bhagwānne viṣhe sācho prem hato to āgnā vinā Bhagwānne darshane gaī nahī ane jyāre Bhagwāne kurukṣhetramā teḍī tyāre Bhagwānnu darshan karyu,⁴⁴ paṇ koī rīte Bhagwānnā vachanno bhang karyo nahī. Māṭe jene Bhagwānne viṣhe prīti hoy te Bhagwānnī āgnā koī kāḷe lope nahī. Jem Bhagwānnu gamatu hoy tem ja rahe e prītinu lakṣhaṇ chhe.”

Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Lyo, ek ame prashna pūchhīe.” Pachhī Munie kahyu je, “He Mahārāj! Pūchho.” Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Je Bhagwānno bhakta hoy te Bhagwānnī mūrtinā sambandh vinānā je anya sambandhī panch-viṣhay tene tuchchha karī nākhe chhe ane panche prakāre ek Bhagwānno sambandh rākhe chhe, evo je bhakta tene Bhagwān em āgnā kare je, ‘Tame am thakī chheṭe raho,’ tyāre te jo Bhagwānnā darshanno lobh rākhe to ene āgnāno bhang thāy ane jo āgnā na pāḷe to Bhagwānne e bhakta upar het na rahe. Māṭe e bhakte jem māyik shabdādik panch-viṣhayno tyāg karyo chhe tem ja Bhagwān sambandhī je shabda, sparsh, rūp, ras, ane gandh e panch-viṣhay chhe teno paṇ tyāg kare ke na kare? E prashna chhe.” Pachhī sarve Muni maḷīne jene jevī buddhi hatī teṇe tevo uttar karyo, paṇ e prashnanu samādhān thayu nahī. Pachhī Shrījī Mahārājne kahyu je, “He Mahārāj! Eno uttar tame karo.” Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Jene Bhagwānne viṣhe draḍh prīti chhe ane Bhagwānne akhanḍ sambandhe rahit je māyik panch-viṣhay tene tuchchha karī nākhyā chhe ane shabdādik panch-viṣhaye karīne Bhagwān sangāthe draḍhpaṇe joḍāṇo chhe, te bhakta Bhagwānnī āgnāe karīne jyā jyā jāy chhe tyā tyā Bhagwānnī mūrti paṇ e bhakta bheḷī ja jāy chhe. Ne jem e bhaktane Bhagwān vinā rahevātu nathī tem ja Bhagwānne paṇ e bhakta vinā rahevātu nathī ane e bhaktanā hṛudāmāthī ākhyanu maṭaku bharīe eṭalī vār chheṭe rahetā nathī. Māṭe e bhaktane pāche prakāre Bhagwān sangāthe akhanḍ sambandh rahe chhe, kem je, je shabdādik panch-viṣhay vinā jīvmātrane rahevātu nathī te shabdādik panch-viṣhayne eṇe tuchchha karyā chhe ne pache prakāre karīne Bhagwānne viṣhe joḍāṇo chhe, te māṭe e bhaktane Bhagwān sāthe akhanḍ sambandh rahe chhe.”

Samvat 1877na Kartik sudi 11 Ekadashine divas Shriji Maharaj gam Shri Kariyani madhye Vasta Khacharna darabarma ugamne dvar oradani osarie ratrine same virajman hata ane dholo khes paheryo hato ne dholi chhintani dagali paheri hati ane mastak upar dholi pagh bandhi hati ane pila ne rata je guldavadina pushpa tena har paherya hata ane paghma pila pushpana tora latakta hata ane potani agal be kore be valand mashal laine ubha hata ane potana mukharvindni agal Muni tatha desh-deshna haribhaktani sabha bharaine bethi hati.

Pachhi Shriji Maharajne Sachchidanand Swamie prashna puchhyo je, “Bhagwanne vishe priti hoy tena sha lakshan chhe?” Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Jene potana priyatam je Bhagwan tene vishe priti hoy te potana priyatamni marajine lope nahi e pritinu lakshan chhe. Jo Gopione Shri Krushna Bhagwanne vishe priti hati, to jyare Shri Krushna Bhagwan Mathura java taiyar thaya tyare Gopio sarve maline em vichar karyo je, ‘Apane kutumbni tatha lokni lajno tyag karine Bhagwanne joraie rakhishu.’ Pachhi chalava same Shri Krushna Bhagwanna netra samu joyu tyare Bhagwanni rahyani maraji dekhi nahi, tyare sarve darine chhete rahiyo ane antarma em biniyo je, ‘Jo apane Bhagwanna gamatama nahi rahie to Bhagwanne apana uparthi het utari jashe,’ em vicharine kai kahi shakiyo nahi.⁴³ Pachhi Bhagwan Mathura padharya tyare pan tran gau upar Bhagwan hata to pan Gopio koi divas maraji lopine darshane gai nahi; ane Gopioe em janyu je, ‘Bhagwanni maraji vina jo apane Mathura jaishu to Bhagwanne apana upar het chhe te tali jashe.’ Mate hetnu e ja rup chhe je, ‘Jene je sathe het hoy te teni maraji pramane rahe.’ Ane jo potana priyatamne pase rahye raji jane to pase rahe ane jo potana priyatamne chhete rahye raji jane to chhete rahe pan koi rite potana priyatamni agnane lope nahi e premnu lakshan chhe. Jo Gopione Bhagwanne vishe sacho prem hato to agna vina Bhagwanne darshane gai nahi ane jyare Bhagwane kurukshetrama tedi tyare Bhagwannu darshan karyu,⁴⁴ pan koi rite Bhagwanna vachanno bhang karyo nahi. Mate jene Bhagwanne vishe priti hoy te Bhagwanni agna koi kale lope nahi. Jem Bhagwannu gamatu hoy tem ja rahe e pritinu lakshan chhe.”

Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Lyo, ek ame prashna puchhie.” Pachhi Munie kahyu je, “He Maharaj! Puchho.” Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Je Bhagwanno bhakta hoy te Bhagwanni murtina sambandh vinana je anya sambandhi panch-vishay tene tuchchha kari nakhe chhe ane panche prakare ek Bhagwanno sambandh rakhe chhe, evo je bhakta tene Bhagwan em agna kare je, ‘Tame am thaki chhete raho,’ tyare te jo Bhagwanna darshanno lobh rakhe to ene agnano bhang thay ane jo agna na pale to Bhagwanne e bhakta upar het na rahe. Mate e bhakte jem mayik shabdadik panch-vishayno tyag karyo chhe tem ja Bhagwan sambandhi je shabda, sparsh, rup, ras, ane gandh e panch-vishay chhe teno pan tyag kare ke na kare? E prashna chhe.” Pachhi sarve Muni maline jene jevi buddhi hati tene tevo uttar karyo, pan e prashnanu samadhan thayu nahi. Pachhi Shriji Maharajne kahyu je, “He Maharaj! Eno uttar tame karo.” Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Jene Bhagwanne vishe dradh priti chhe ane Bhagwanne akhand sambandhe rahit je mayik panch-vishay tene tuchchha kari nakhya chhe ane shabdadik panch-vishaye karine Bhagwan sangathe dradhpane jodano chhe, te bhakta Bhagwanni agnae karine jya jya jay chhe tya tya Bhagwanni murti pan e bhakta bheli ja jay chhe. Ne jem e bhaktane Bhagwan vina rahevatu nathi tem ja Bhagwanne pan e bhakta vina rahevatu nathi ane e bhaktana hrudamathi akhyanu mataku bharie etali var chhete raheta nathi. Mate e bhaktane pache prakare Bhagwan sangathe akhand sambandh rahe chhe, kem je, je shabdadik panch-vishay vina jivmatrane rahevatu nathi te shabdadik panch-vishayne ene tuchchha karya chhe ne pache prakare karine Bhagwanne vishe jodano chhe, te mate e bhaktane Bhagwan sathe akhand sambandh rahe chhe.”

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