Loya 3

Māhātmya-Gnāne Sahit Nishchayvāḷānu

Samvat 1877nā Kārtik vadi 13 Terasne divas Shrījī Mahārāj gām Shrī Loyā madhye Surā Khācharnā darabārmā rātrine same⁴ ḍholiyā upar virājmān hatā ne dhoḷī chhīnṭnī ḍaglī paherī hatī tathā rūno bharelo dhoḷo survāḷ paheryo hato ne mastak upar dhoḷo fenṭo bāndhyo hato tathā dhoḷī pachheḍī oḍhī hatī ane potānā mukhārvindnī āgaḷ Muni tathā desh-deshnā satsangīnī sabhā bharāīne beṭhī hatī.

Te samayne viṣhe Shrījī Mahārājne Bhagwadānand Swāmī tathā Shivānand Swāmīe prashna pūchhyo je, “Bhagwān tathā sant teno jene māhātmya-gnāne sahit nishchay hoy tenā shā lakṣhaṇ chhe?” Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Jene Bhagwānno ne santno māhātmya-gnāne sahit nishchay hoy tethī Bhagwānne arthe ne santne arthe shu na thāy? Ene arthe kuṭumbno tyāg kare, loklājno tyāg kare, rājyano tyāg kare, sukhno tyāg kare, dhanno tyāg kare, strīno tyāg kare ane strī hoy te puruṣhno tyāg kare.” Em kahīne pachhī ā sarve haribhaktanī vārtāo ekbījā keḍe karī. Gām Ḍaḍusarvāḷā rajpūt Galujī tathā Dharmapurvāḷā Kushaḷ Kunvarbāī tathā Parvatbhāī tathā Rājbāī tathā Jīvubāī tathā Lāḍubāī tathā Moṭā Rāmbāī tathā Dādo Khāchar tathā Māncho Bhakta tathā Mūḷjī Brahmachārī tathā Bhujvāḷā Lādhībāī ne Mātājī tathā Muktānand Swāmī tathā Vāḷāk Deshno Āhīr Paṭel Sāmat tathā Gām Mānkūvānā Mūḷjī tathā Kṛuṣhṇajī tathā Vāḷāk Deshnā Gundāḷī gāmnā be kāṭhī haribhakta ityādik je satsangī temaṇe Bhagwānne arthe ne santne arthe je je karyu tene vistārīne kahetā havā. Ane vaḷī em kahyu je, “Jene Bhagwānno nishchay māhātmya-gnāne sahit hoy te Bhagwānnā vachanmā fer pāḍe nahī ne jem kahe tem kare.” Te upar potānī vāt karī je, “Amāro swabhāv kevo hato? To godohanmātra ek sthānakmā rahevāy paṇ vadhu rahevāy nahī, evā tyāgī hatā ane vairāgya atishay hato ne Shrī Rāmānand Swāmī upar het paṇ asādhāraṇ hatu. To paṇ Swāmīe Bhuj Nagarthī kahī mokalyu je, ‘Jo satsangmā rahyāno khap hoy to thāmbhalāne bāth laīne paṇ rahevu paḍashe,’ em Mayārām Bhaṭṭe āvīne kahyu tyāre ame thāmbhalāne bāth līdhī. Tyār pachhī temaṇe kahyu je, ‘Muktānand Swāmīnī āgnāmā raho.’ Pachhī ame Swāmīnā darshan thayā mor nav mahinā sudhī Muktānand Swāmīnī āgnāmā rahyā. Eve lakṣhaṇe karīne jene santno ne Bhagwānno evo nishchay hoy tene jāṇīe.” Ane pachhī Sundarjī Sutār ne Ḍosā Vāṇiyānī vāt karī. Ane vaḷī, “Jene Bhagwānno ne santno evo nishchay hoy tene tenī korno kef varte,” em kahīne Rāṇā Rājgarnī vārtā karī. Ane Prahlādnī vārtā karī je, “Prahlād je te Nṛusinhajī pratye bolyā je, ‘He Mahārāj! Hu ā tamārā vikarāḷ rūpthī nathī bīto ne tame je mārī rakṣhā karī tene hu rakṣhā nathī mānato; ne tame jyāre mārā indriyorūp shatrunā gaṇ thakī rakṣhā karasho tyāre hu rakṣhā mānīsh.’⁵ Māṭe je Bhagwānno bhakta hoy te daihik rakṣhā Bhagwān kare teṇe karīne harṣh na pāme ne rakṣhā na kare teṇe karīne shok na kare ane almast thako Bhagwānne bhaje. Ane Bhagwān ne sant tenu māhātmya bahu jāṇe.” Te upar Gām Kaṭhlālnī ḍosīnī vāt karī. “Ane āvī rītno je haribhakta hoy teno deh pag ghasīne paḍe, vāgh khāī jāy, sarp karaḍe, shastra vāge, pāṇīmā būḍī jāy ityādik game tevī rīte apmṛutyue karīne deh paḍe to paṇ em samaje je, ‘Bhagwānnā bhaktanī avaḷī gati thāy ja nahī, e to Bhagwānnā dhāmne ja pāme; ane Bhagwānthī vimukh hoy teno deh sūdhī sārī peṭhe paḍe ne chandannā lākaḍāmā sanskāre yukta baḷe to paṇ te to nishchay Yampurīmā jāy.’ E benī vikti sārī peṭhe samaje. E sarve prakārnī jenā hṛudaymā draḍh gānṭh paḍī jāy tene Bhagwān ne santno māhātmye sahit nishchay chhe em jāṇavu. Ane evo nishchayvāḷo je hoy te jarūr Brahmamaholmā ja pūge paṇ bīje kyāy koī dhāmmā oro rahe nahī.”

Samvat 1877na Kartik vadi 13 Terasne divas Shriji Maharaj gam Shri Loya madhye Sura Khacharna darabarma ratrine same⁴ dholiya upar virajman hata ne dholi chhintni dagli paheri hati tatha runo bharelo dholo surval paheryo hato ne mastak upar dholo fento bandhyo hato tatha dholi pachhedi odhi hati ane potana mukharvindni agal Muni tatha desh-deshna satsangini sabha bharaine bethi hati.

Te samayne vishe Shriji Maharajne Bhagwadanand Swami tatha Shivanand Swamie prashna puchhyo je, “Bhagwan tatha sant teno jene mahatmya-gnane sahit nishchay hoy tena sha lakshan chhe?” Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Jene Bhagwanno ne santno mahatmya-gnane sahit nishchay hoy tethi Bhagwanne arthe ne santne arthe shu na thay? Ene arthe kutumbno tyag kare, loklajno tyag kare, rajyano tyag kare, sukhno tyag kare, dhanno tyag kare, strino tyag kare ane stri hoy te purushno tyag kare.” Em kahine pachhi a sarve haribhaktani vartao ekbija kede kari. Gam Dadusarvala rajput Galuji tatha Dharmapurvala Kushal Kunvarbai tatha Parvatbhai tatha Rajbai tatha Jivubai tatha Ladubai tatha Mota Rambai tatha Dado Khachar tatha Mancho Bhakta tatha Mulji Brahmachari tatha Bhujvala Ladhibai ne Mataji tatha Muktanand Swami tatha Valak Deshno Ahir Patel Samat tatha Gam Mankuvana Mulji tatha Krushnaji tatha Valak Deshna Gundali gamna be kathi haribhakta ityadik je satsangi temane Bhagwanne arthe ne santne arthe je je karyu tene vistarine kaheta hava. Ane vali em kahyu je, “Jene Bhagwanno nishchay mahatmya-gnane sahit hoy te Bhagwanna vachanma fer pade nahi ne jem kahe tem kare.” Te upar potani vat kari je, “Amaro swabhav kevo hato? To godohanmatra ek sthanakma rahevay pan vadhu rahevay nahi, eva tyagi hata ane vairagya atishay hato ne Shri Ramanand Swami upar het pan asadharan hatu. To pan Swamie Bhuj Nagarthi kahi mokalyu je, ‘Jo satsangma rahyano khap hoy to thambhalane bath laine pan rahevu padashe,’ em Mayaram Bhatte avine kahyu tyare ame thambhalane bath lidhi. Tyar pachhi temane kahyu je, ‘Muktanand Swamini agnama raho.’ Pachhi ame Swamina darshan thaya mor nav mahina sudhi Muktanand Swamini agnama rahya. Eve lakshane karine jene santno ne Bhagwanno evo nishchay hoy tene janie.” Ane pachhi Sundarji Sutar ne Dosa Vaniyani vat kari. Ane vali, “Jene Bhagwanno ne santno evo nishchay hoy tene teni korno kef varte,” em kahine Rana Rajgarni varta kari. Ane Prahladni varta kari je, “Prahlad je te Nrusinhaji pratye bolya je, ‘He Maharaj! Hu a tamara vikaral rupthi nathi bito ne tame je mari raksha kari tene hu raksha nathi manato; ne tame jyare mara indriyorup shatruna gan thaki raksha karasho tyare hu raksha manish.’⁵ Mate je Bhagwanno bhakta hoy te daihik raksha Bhagwan kare tene karine harsh na pame ne raksha na kare tene karine shok na kare ane almast thako Bhagwanne bhaje. Ane Bhagwan ne sant tenu mahatmya bahu jane.” Te upar Gam Kathlalni dosini vat kari. “Ane avi ritno je haribhakta hoy teno deh pag ghasine pade, vagh khai jay, sarp karade, shastra vage, panima budi jay ityadik game tevi rite apmrutyue karine deh pade to pan em samaje je, ‘Bhagwanna bhaktani avali gati thay ja nahi, e to Bhagwanna dhamne ja pame; ane Bhagwanthi vimukh hoy teno deh sudhi sari pethe pade ne chandanna lakadama sanskare yukta bale to pan te to nishchay Yampurima jay.’ E beni vikti sari pethe samaje. E sarve prakarni jena hrudayma dradh ganth padi jay tene Bhagwan ne santno mahatmye sahit nishchay chhe em janavu. Ane evo nishchayvalo je hoy te jarur Brahmamaholma ja puge pan bije kyay koi dhamma oro rahe nahi.”

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