Loya 16

Vāsanā Kunṭhit ane Nirmūḷ Thayānu

Samvat 1877nā Māgshar vadi 14 Chaudashne divas sandhyā āratī thayā keḍe Shrījī Mahārāj gām Shrī Loyā madhye Surā Bhaktanā darabārmā ḍholiyā upar virājmān hatā ne dhoḷo khes paheryo hato tathā garam posanī rātī ḍagalī paherī hatī tathā māthe dhoḷo fenṭo bāndhyo hato ne bīje dhoḷe fenṭe karīne bokānī vāḷī hatī ne potānā mukhārvindnī āgaḷ Paramhansa tathā desh-deshnā haribhaktanī sabhā bharāīne beṭhī hatī.

Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “sarve Paramhansa paraspar prashna-uttar karo.” Em kahīne pote ja prashna pūchhyo je, “Jene vāsanā kunṭhit na thaī hoy ne jene vāsanā kunṭhit thaī gaī hoy ne jene vāsanā nirmūḷ thaī gaī hoy tenā shā lakṣhaṇ chhe?” Pachhī Muktānand Swāmīe e prashnano uttar karavā mānḍyo paṇ thayo nahī. Tyāre Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Jenī vāsanā kunṭhit na thaī hoy tenī indriyonī vṛutti viṣhaymā chonṭī jāy, te pāchhī vichāre karīne paṇ nīsare nahī. Ane jene kunṭhit vāsanā thaī gaī hoy tenī vṛutti viṣhaymā tatkāḷ pravesh kare nahī; ane kadāchit vṛutti viṣhaymā pravesh karī jāy ne te vṛuttine pāchhī vāḷe to tarat pāchhī vaḷe, paṇ viṣhaymā āsakta thāy nahī. Ane jene vāsanā nirmūḷ thaī gaī hoy tene to jāgratne viṣhe suṣhuptinī peṭhe viṣhayno abhāv varte ne sārā-narasā je viṣhay te bey samānpaṇe jaṇāy ane pote guṇātītpaṇe varte.”

Tyāre Gopāḷānand Swāmīe pūchhyu je, “Vāsanā kunṭhit to hoy, paṇ te mūḷmāthī ṭaḷī nathī jatī tenu shu kāraṇ chhe?” Tyāre Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Eno uttar e chhe je, ātmaniṣhṭhārūp evu je gnān tathā Prakṛutinā kārya evā je padārthmātra tene viṣhe anāsaktirūp evo je vairāgya tathā brahmacharyādikrūp je dharma tathā māhātmye sahit evī je Bhagwānnī bhakti - e chār vānā jemā sampūrṇa hoy tene vāsanā nirmūḷ thaī jāy chhe. Ane e chārmā jeṭalī nyūntā rahe chhe teṭalī vāsanā nirmūḷ thatī nathī.”⁹⁶

Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Lyo, ame prashna pūchhīe je, mumukṣhune Bhagwānnī prāptine arthe anant sādhan karavānā kahyā chhe, temā ek evu moṭu kayu sādhan chhe jeṇe karīne sarve doṣh ṭaḷī jāy ne temā sarve guṇ āve?” Tyāre e prashnano uttar Paramhansa vate thayo nahī. Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāje eno uttar karyo je, “Bhagwānnu māhātmya jem Kapildevjīe Devhūti pratye kahyu chhe je, ‘Madbhayādvāti vāto’yam sūryastapati madbhayāt |’⁹⁷ Evī rīte anant prakārnā māhātmye sahit evī je Bhagwānnī bhakti te jene hoy tenā doṣhmātra ṭaḷī jāy chhe ane tene gnān, vairāgya, dharma e na hoy to paṇ e sarve āve chhe, māṭe e sādhan sarvemā moṭu chhe.”

Ane vaḷī Shrījī Mahārāje prashna pūchhyo je, “Je kapaṭī hoy ne te buddhivāḷo hoy māṭe potānā kapaṭne jaṇāvā de nahī, tenu kapaṭ kevī rīte kaḷāy? Te kaho.” Tyāre eno uttar Brahmānand Swāmīe karyo je, “Jenī beṭhyak-uṭhyak te je satsangno dveṣhī hoy ne santnu ne Bhagwānnu ghasātu bolato hoy te pāse hoy teṇe karīne te oḷakhāy, paṇ bījī rīte to na oḷakhāy.” Pachhī e uttarane Shrījī Mahārāje mānyo ane pachhī pote bolyā je, “Evāno sang na karato hoy to kem kaḷīe?” Tyāre Brahmānand Swāmīe kahyu je, “Koīk desh-kāḷnu viṣhampaṇu āve tyāre enu kapaṭ kaḷāī jāy.” Tyāre Shrījī Mahārāje kahyu je, “E ṭhīk uttar karyo.”

Ane vaḷī Shrījī Mahārāje prashna pūchhyo je, “Evo kyo ek avaguṇ chhe je, jeṇe karīne sarva guṇmātra te doṣhrūp thaī jāy chhe? Te kaho.” Tyāre Shrīpāt Devānand Swāmī bolyā je, “Bhagwānnā bhaktano je droh kare tenā je sarva guṇ te doṣhrūp thaī jāy chhe.” Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “E uttar paṇ kharo; paṇ ame to eno uttar bījo dhāryo chhe je, sarve guṇe sampanna hoy ne jo Bhagwānne aling samajto hoy paṇ mūrtimān na samaje e moṭo doṣh chhe, eṇe karīne enā bījā sarve guṇ doṣhrūp thaī jāy chhe.”

Ane vaḷī Shrījī Mahārāje prashna pūchhyo je, “Santno abhāv shāṇe karīne āve chhe? Te kaho.” Pachhī eno uttar paramahanse karavā mānḍyo paṇ thayo nahī. Tyāre Shrījī Mahārāje eno uttar karyo je, “Jene mān hoy tene santno abhāv āve chhe. Kem je, je mānī hoy teno evo swabhāv hoy je, je potāne vakhāṇe temā so avaguṇ hoy te sarvane paḍyā mūkīne temā ek guṇ hoy tene bahu māne; ane je potāne vakhāṇto na hoy ne temā so guṇ hoy te sarvane paḍyā mūkīne temā koīk jevo-tevo ek avaguṇ hoy tene bahu mānīne teno pratham to man tathā vachan teṇe karīne droh kare ne pachhī dehe karīne paṇ droh kare. Māṭe e mānrūp moṭo doṣh chhe. Ane te mān samajumā ja hoy ne bhoḷāmā na hoy em jāṇavu nahī; bhoḷāmā to samaju karatāya zāzu hoy chhe.”

Pachhī Muktānand Swāmīe Shrījī Mahārājne prashna pūchhyo je, “He Mahārāj! E mān kem ṭaḷe?” Tyāre Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Je Bhagwānnu māhātmya atishay samajato hoy tene mān na āve; kem je, juo ne, Uddhavajī kevā ḍāhyā hatā! Ne Nīti Shāstramā kushaḷ hatā ne dehe karīne rājā jevā hatā, paṇ jo Bhagwānnu māhātmya samajtā hatā to Gopīone viṣhe Bhagwānno sneh joīne tenī āgaḷ potānu mān na rahyu ane em bolyā je, ‘E Gopīonā charaṇnī raj jene aḍatī hoy evā je vṛukṣh, latā, tṛuṇ, guchchha te māhelo hu koīk thāu.’⁹⁸ Ane Tulsīdāsjīe kahyu chhe je,

“Em jene bhūle paṇ Bhagwānnu nām mukhthī nīsare tene arthe potānā sharīrnā charmanā joḍā karāvī āpe, to je Bhagwānnā bhakta hoy ne Bhagwānnu nirantar nām-smaraṇ, bhajan-kīrtan, vandan karatā hoy ne jo Bhagwānnu māhātmya samajto hoy to tene āgaḷ shu mān rahe? Na ja rahe. Māṭe māhātmya samaje tyāre mān jāy chhe, paṇ māhātmya samajyā vinā to mān jatu nathī; te sāru jene mān ṭāḷavu hoy tene Bhagwānnu ne santnu māhātmya samajavu.”

Samvat 1877na Magshar vadi 14 Chaudashne divas sandhya arati thaya kede Shriji Maharaj gam Shri Loya madhye Sura Bhaktana darabarma dholiya upar virajman hata ne dholo khes paheryo hato tatha garam posani rati dagali paheri hati tatha mathe dholo fento bandhyo hato ne bije dhole fente karine bokani vali hati ne potana mukharvindni agal Paramhansa tatha desh-deshna haribhaktani sabha bharaine bethi hati.

Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “sarve Paramhansa paraspar prashna-uttar karo.” Em kahine pote ja prashna puchhyo je, “Jene vasana kunthit na thai hoy ne jene vasana kunthit thai gai hoy ne jene vasana nirmul thai gai hoy tena sha lakshan chhe?” Pachhi Muktanand Swamie e prashnano uttar karava mandyo pan thayo nahi. Tyare Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Jeni vasana kunthit na thai hoy teni indriyoni vrutti vishayma chonti jay, te pachhi vichare karine pan nisare nahi. Ane jene kunthit vasana thai gai hoy teni vrutti vishayma tatkal pravesh kare nahi; ane kadachit vrutti vishayma pravesh kari jay ne te vruttine pachhi vale to tarat pachhi vale, pan vishayma asakta thay nahi. Ane jene vasana nirmul thai gai hoy tene to jagratne vishe sushuptini pethe vishayno abhav varte ne sara-narasa je vishay te bey samanpane janay ane pote gunatitpane varte.”

Tyare Gopalanand Swamie puchhyu je, “Vasana kunthit to hoy, pan te mulmathi tali nathi jati tenu shu karan chhe?” Tyare Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Eno uttar e chhe je, atmanishtharup evu je gnan tatha Prakrutina karya eva je padarthmatra tene vishe anasaktirup evo je vairagya tatha brahmacharyadikrup je dharma tatha mahatmye sahit evi je Bhagwanni bhakti - e char vana jema sampurna hoy tene vasana nirmul thai jay chhe. Ane e charma jetali nyunta rahe chhe tetali vasana nirmul thati nathi.”⁹⁶

Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Lyo, ame prashna puchhie je, mumukshune Bhagwanni praptine arthe anant sadhan karavana kahya chhe, tema ek evu motu kayu sadhan chhe jene karine sarve dosh tali jay ne tema sarve gun ave?” Tyare e prashnano uttar Paramhansa vate thayo nahi. Pachhi Shriji Maharaje eno uttar karyo je, “Bhagwannu mahatmya jem Kapildevjie Devhuti pratye kahyu chhe je, ‘Madbhayadvati vato’yam suryastapati madbhayat |’⁹⁷ Evi rite anant prakarna mahatmye sahit evi je Bhagwanni bhakti te jene hoy tena doshmatra tali jay chhe ane tene gnan, vairagya, dharma e na hoy to pan e sarve ave chhe, mate e sadhan sarvema motu chhe.”

Ane vali Shriji Maharaje prashna puchhyo je, “Je kapati hoy ne te buddhivalo hoy mate potana kapatne janava de nahi, tenu kapat kevi rite kalay? Te kaho.” Tyare eno uttar Brahmanand Swamie karyo je, “Jeni bethyak-uthyak te je satsangno dveshi hoy ne santnu ne Bhagwannu ghasatu bolato hoy te pase hoy tene karine te olakhay, pan biji rite to na olakhay.” Pachhi e uttarane Shriji Maharaje manyo ane pachhi pote bolya je, “Evano sang na karato hoy to kem kalie?” Tyare Brahmanand Swamie kahyu je, “Koik desh-kalnu vishampanu ave tyare enu kapat kalai jay.” Tyare Shriji Maharaje kahyu je, “E thik uttar karyo.”

Ane vali Shriji Maharaje prashna puchhyo je, “Evo kyo ek avagun chhe je, jene karine sarva gunmatra te doshrup thai jay chhe? Te kaho.” Tyare Shripat Devanand Swami bolya je, “Bhagwanna bhaktano je droh kare tena je sarva gun te doshrup thai jay chhe.” Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “E uttar pan kharo; pan ame to eno uttar bijo dharyo chhe je, sarve gune sampanna hoy ne jo Bhagwanne aling samajto hoy pan murtiman na samaje e moto dosh chhe, ene karine ena bija sarve gun doshrup thai jay chhe.”

Ane vali Shriji Maharaje prashna puchhyo je, “Santno abhav shane karine ave chhe? Te kaho.” Pachhi eno uttar paramahanse karava mandyo pan thayo nahi. Tyare Shriji Maharaje eno uttar karyo je, “Jene man hoy tene santno abhav ave chhe. Kem je, je mani hoy teno evo swabhav hoy je, je potane vakhane tema so avagun hoy te sarvane padya mukine tema ek gun hoy tene bahu mane; ane je potane vakhanto na hoy ne tema so gun hoy te sarvane padya mukine tema koik jevo-tevo ek avagun hoy tene bahu manine teno pratham to man tatha vachan tene karine droh kare ne pachhi dehe karine pan droh kare. Mate e manrup moto dosh chhe. Ane te man samajuma ja hoy ne bholama na hoy em janavu nahi; bholama to samaju karataya zazu hoy chhe.”

Pachhi Muktanand Swamie Shriji Maharajne prashna puchhyo je, “He Maharaj! E man kem tale?” Tyare Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Je Bhagwannu mahatmya atishay samajato hoy tene man na ave; kem je, juo ne, Uddhavaji keva dahya hata! Ne Niti Shastrama kushal hata ne dehe karine raja jeva hata, pan jo Bhagwannu mahatmya samajta hata to Gopione vishe Bhagwanno sneh joine teni agal potanu man na rahyu ane em bolya je, ‘E Gopiona charanni raj jene adati hoy eva je vruksh, lata, trun, guchchha te mahelo hu koik thau.’⁹⁸ Ane Tulsidasjie kahyu chhe je,

“Em jene bhule pan Bhagwannu nam mukhthi nisare tene arthe potana sharirna charmana joda karavi ape, to je Bhagwanna bhakta hoy ne Bhagwannu nirantar nam-smaran, bhajan-kirtan, vandan karata hoy ne jo Bhagwannu mahatmya samajto hoy to tene agal shu man rahe? Na ja rahe. Mate mahatmya samaje tyare man jay chhe, pan mahatmya samajya vina to man jatu nathi; te saru jene man talavu hoy tene Bhagwannu ne santnu mahatmya samajavu.”

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