Gadhada II 19

Shuṣhka Vedāntnā Granthnu Shravaṇ Karī Dilgīr Thaī Kāgaḷ Lakhyānu

Samvat 1878nā Māgshar vadi 14 Chaudashne divas Swāmī Shrī Sahajānandjī Mahārāj Shrī Gaḍhaḍā madhye Dādā Khācharnā darabārmā Paramhansane utāre divas ūgyā same padhāryā hatā. Pachhī tyā āvīne gādītakiyā upar udās thaīne beṭhā, te koīne bolāve paṇ nahī ane koī sāmu jue paṇ nahī. Ane mastak upar dhoḷo fenṭo bāndhyo hato te chhūṭīne shithil thaī gayo tene paṇ sambhāre nahī. Evī rīte ek ghaḍī sudhī atishaya udās thaīne besī rahyā ane netramāthī jaḷ paḍavā lāgyā.

Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj Paramhansa pratye bolyā je, “Ame shuṣhk gnānīno mat jāṇavā sāru tenā shāstranu shravaṇ karyu, te shravaṇmātre karīne ja amārā antarmā āvo udveg thaī āvyo. Kem je, je shuṣhk vedānt-shāstrane shravaṇe karīne jīvnī buddhimāthī Bhagwānnī upāsanānu khanḍan thaī jāy chhe ane haiyāmā sambhāv āvī jāy chhe; eṭale anya devanī paṇ upāsanā thaī jāy chhe. Ane te shuṣhk vedāntīnā vachanne je sāmbhaḷe tenī buddhi atishaya bhraṣhṭ thaī jāy chhe.⁷³ Ane ame to kāīk prayojan sāru shuṣhk vedāntnī vāt sāmbhaḷī hashe, teṇe karīne paṇ have amāre shok ghaṇo thāy chhe.” Em kahīne Shrījī Mahārāj sūdhā udās thaī gayā. Pachhī ghaṇī vār sudhī dalgīr thaīne pachhī potāne hāthe netramāthī jaḷ loīne em bolyā je, “Bhagwad Gītā upar je Rāmānuj-Bhāṣhya chhe tenī kathā sāmbhaḷīne ame āj rātrie sūtā hatā. Pachhī amane swapna thayu je, ame Golokmā gayā; tyā Bhagwānnā anant pārṣhad dīṭhā. Temā keṭalāk to Bhagwānnī sevāmā rahyā chhe te to sthir sarakhā jaṇāyā ane keṭalāk to Parameshvarnā kīrtan gāy chhe. Te kīrtan paṇ Muktānand Swāmī ne Brahmānand Swāmīnā gāy chhe. Ane te kīrtan gātā jāy ane ḍolatā jāy; jem kefe karīne gānḍā thayā hoy ne te ḍole ne gāy tem kīrtan gāy ne ḍole. Pachhī ame paṇ e gāvatā hatā te bheḷā jaīne maḷyā ne kīrtan gāvavā lāgyā. Te gāvatā gāvatā evo vichār thayo je, ‘Āvī je Parameshvarnī prembhakti ane āvī je Parameshvarnī upāsanā teno tyāg karīne je mithyāgnānī thāy chhe ane em jāṇe chhe je, ‘Ame ja Bhagwān chhīe,’ te mahāduṣhṭ chhe.” Em kahīne pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Je prakāre dharma thakī tathā Bhagwānnī bhakti thakī koī rīte pāchho na paḍe ane potānā iṣhṭadev je Shrī Kṛuṣhṇa Nārāyaṇ temāthī koī rīte buddhi ḍage nahī, evo lāvo ek kāgaḷ lakhīne desh-deshnā satsangī pratye mokalīe.” -

“Likhāvitan Swāmī Shrī Sahajānandjī Mahārājnā sarva Paramhansa tathā sarva satsangī bāī-bhāī Nārāyaṇ vānchajyo. Bīju, amārī āgnā em chhe je, Shrī Kṛuṣhṇa Nārāyaṇ evā je Puruṣhottam Bhagwān tenā je avatār te dharmanā sthāpanne arthe tathā brahmacharya, ahinsādik dharma, ātmaniṣhṭhā, vairāgya ane māhātmye sahit bhakti e chāre guṇe sampanna evā je potānā ekāntik bhakta tene darshan devāne arthe ne temanī rakṣhā karavāne arthe tathā adharmano uchchhed karavāne arthe dev-manuṣhyādikne viṣhe thāy chhe. Te avatārne viṣhe pativratānā jevī ananyapaṇe niṣhṭhā rākhavī. Jem Sītājīne Shrī Rāmchandrane viṣhe nirdoṣhpaṇe niṣhṭhā hatī tem niṣhṭhā rākhavī. Ane evā je Bhagwān tenī hete karīne mānasī pūjā karavī tathā dehe karīne nav prakāre bhakti karavī. Ane jo e Shrī Kṛuṣhṇa Nārāyaṇnā avatār pṛuthvīne viṣhe prakaṭ na hoy to tenī je pratimā tenī pūjā mane karīne tathā dehe karīne chandan, puṣhpa, tuḷsī ādik sāmagrī vate karavī, paṇ Bhagwān vinā bījā devnī upāsanā na karavī. Ane jo bījā devnī upāsanā karīe to temā moṭo doṣh lāge chhe ne pativratāpaṇu jāy chhe ne veshyānā jevī bhakti thāy chhe. Māṭe Bhagwānne viṣhe Sītā ne Rukmiṇīnā jevī bhakti karavī. Ane te Bhagwānnu ja dhyān karavu ane te vinā bījā koī devnu dhyān na karavu. Bīju, je sādhu siddhagatine pāmyā hoy ne samādhiniṣhṭh hoy tenu paṇ dhyān na karavu.⁷⁴ Ane sarvene pot-potānā varṇāshramdharmane viṣhe draḍhpaṇe vartavu. Bīju, ā je amārī āgnā chhe tene je puruṣh draḍhpaṇe pāḷashe tene Shrī Kṛuṣhṇa Nārāyaṇne viṣhe Nāradnā jevī draḍh bhakti thashe. Ane ā amārī āgnāne je strī mānashe tene Shrī Kṛuṣhṇa Nārāyaṇne viṣhe Lakṣhmījī tathā Rādhikājī ādik je Gopīo tenā jevī bhakti thashe. Ane ā amārā vachanne je nahī māne tenī bhakti veshyānā jevī thashe. Samvat 1878nā Māgshar vadi 14ne divas lakhyo chhe.” Evī rīte kāgaḷ lakhīne desh-deshnā satsangī pratye mokalāvyo.

Samvat 1878na Magshar vadi 14 Chaudashne divas Swami Shri Sahajanandji Maharaj Shri Gadhada madhye Dada Khacharna darabarma Paramhansane utare divas ugya same padharya hata. Pachhi tya avine gaditakiya upar udas thaine betha, te koine bolave pan nahi ane koi samu jue pan nahi. Ane mastak upar dholo fento bandhyo hato te chhutine shithil thai gayo tene pan sambhare nahi. Evi rite ek ghadi sudhi atishaya udas thaine besi rahya ane netramathi jal padava lagya.

Pachhi Shriji Maharaj Paramhansa pratye bolya je, “Ame shushk gnanino mat janava saru tena shastranu shravan karyu, te shravanmatre karine ja amara antarma avo udveg thai avyo. Kem je, je shushk vedant-shastrane shravane karine jivni buddhimathi Bhagwanni upasananu khandan thai jay chhe ane haiyama sambhav avi jay chhe; etale anya devani pan upasana thai jay chhe. Ane te shushk vedantina vachanne je sambhale teni buddhi atishaya bhrasht thai jay chhe.⁷³ Ane ame to kaik prayojan saru shushk vedantni vat sambhali hashe, tene karine pan have amare shok ghano thay chhe.” Em kahine Shriji Maharaj sudha udas thai gaya. Pachhi ghani var sudhi dalgir thaine pachhi potane hathe netramathi jal loine em bolya je, “Bhagwad Gita upar je Ramanuj-Bhashya chhe teni katha sambhaline ame aj ratrie suta hata. Pachhi amane swapna thayu je, ame Golokma gaya; tya Bhagwanna anant parshad ditha. Tema ketalak to Bhagwanni sevama rahya chhe te to sthir sarakha janaya ane ketalak to Parameshvarna kirtan gay chhe. Te kirtan pan Muktanand Swami ne Brahmanand Swamina gay chhe. Ane te kirtan gata jay ane dolata jay; jem kefe karine ganda thaya hoy ne te dole ne gay tem kirtan gay ne dole. Pachhi ame pan e gavata hata te bhela jaine malya ne kirtan gavava lagya. Te gavata gavata evo vichar thayo je, ‘Avi je Parameshvarni prembhakti ane avi je Parameshvarni upasana teno tyag karine je mithyagnani thay chhe ane em jane chhe je, ‘Ame ja Bhagwan chhie,’ te mahadusht chhe.” Em kahine pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Je prakare dharma thaki tatha Bhagwanni bhakti thaki koi rite pachho na pade ane potana ishtadev je Shri Krushna Narayan temathi koi rite buddhi dage nahi, evo lavo ek kagal lakhine desh-deshna satsangi pratye mokalie.” -

“Likhavitan Swami Shri Sahajanandji Maharajna sarva Paramhansa tatha sarva satsangi bai-bhai Narayan vanchajyo. Biju, amari agna em chhe je, Shri Krushna Narayan eva je Purushottam Bhagwan tena je avatar te dharmana sthapanne arthe tatha brahmacharya, ahinsadik dharma, atmanishtha, vairagya ane mahatmye sahit bhakti e chare gune sampanna eva je potana ekantik bhakta tene darshan devane arthe ne temani raksha karavane arthe tatha adharmano uchchhed karavane arthe dev-manushyadikne vishe thay chhe. Te avatarne vishe pativratana jevi ananyapane nishtha rakhavi. Jem Sitajine Shri Ramchandrane vishe nirdoshpane nishtha hati tem nishtha rakhavi. Ane eva je Bhagwan teni hete karine manasi puja karavi tatha dehe karine nav prakare bhakti karavi. Ane jo e Shri Krushna Narayanna avatar pruthvine vishe prakat na hoy to teni je pratima teni puja mane karine tatha dehe karine chandan, pushpa, tulsi adik samagri vate karavi, pan Bhagwan vina bija devni upasana na karavi. Ane jo bija devni upasana karie to tema moto dosh lage chhe ne pativratapanu jay chhe ne veshyana jevi bhakti thay chhe. Mate Bhagwanne vishe Sita ne Rukminina jevi bhakti karavi. Ane te Bhagwannu ja dhyan karavu ane te vina bija koi devnu dhyan na karavu. Biju, je sadhu siddhagatine pamya hoy ne samadhinishth hoy tenu pan dhyan na karavu.⁷⁴ Ane sarvene pot-potana varnashramdharmane vishe dradhpane vartavu. Biju, a je amari agna chhe tene je purush dradhpane palashe tene Shri Krushna Narayanne vishe Naradna jevi dradh bhakti thashe. Ane a amari agnane je stri manashe tene Shri Krushna Narayanne vishe Lakshmiji tatha Radhikaji adik je Gopio tena jevi bhakti thashe. Ane a amara vachanne je nahi mane teni bhakti veshyana jevi thashe. Samvat 1878na Magshar vadi 14ne divas lakhyo chhe.” Evi rite kagal lakhine desh-deshna satsangi pratye mokalavyo.

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