Gadhada II 27

Malin Vāsanā Na Rahe Tyāre Moṭā Rājī Thāy, Tenu

Samvat 1879nā Kārtik sudi 11 Ekādashīne divas Swāmī Shrī Sahajānandjī Mahārāj Shrī Gaḍhaḍā madhye Dādā Khācharnā darabārmā dakṣhiṇāde dvār oraḍānī osarīe virājmān hatā ane sarva shvet vastra dhāraṇ karyā hatā ane kanṭhne viṣhe guldāvadīnā dhoḷā ne pīḷā puṣhpanā hār virājmān hatā ane pāghmā be kore torā laṭaktā hatā ane potānā mukhārvindnī āgaḷ Paramhansa tathā desh-deshnā haribhaktanī sabhā bharāīne beṭhī hatī.

Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāje Muktānand Swāmīne prashna pūchhyā je, “Tamāre krodh thāy chhe tyāre she nimitte thāy chhe? Ane keṭalu nimitta hoy tyāre krodh thāy chhe? Ane amāre to ekthī lākh rūpiyā sudhī bagāḍ kare to paṇ potā sāru to krodh āve nahī ane jyāre dharmalop kare athavā baḷiyo hoy te garībne pīḍe athavā anyāyno pakṣha le, tyāre tenī upar amāre koīkne arthe lagārek krodhnī chaṭakī āve chhe, paṇ potā sāru to leshmātra krodh āvato nathī; ane koīk sāru āve chhe te paṇ kṣhaṇmātra paṇ nathī raheto ne āṭī paṇ bandhātī nathī. Tem tamāre kevī rīte āve chhe ne kevī rīte ṭaḷe chhe?” Pachhī Muktānand Swāmīe kahyu je, “Koīk padārthne yoge tathā koīk avaḷāī dekhāy, tene yoge te upar krodh thāy paṇ tatkāḷ shamī jāy chhe.”

Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Evu tamāre vichārnu baḷ rahe chhe te shāne yoge rahe chhe?” Tyāre Muktānand Swāmīe kahyu je, “Ek to Bhagwānnu māhātmya vichārīne em samajāy chhe je, ‘Je rīte Bhagwānno kurājīpo thāy te swabhāv rākhavo nathī.’ Ane bījo Shukjī⁹⁴ ne Jaḍbharat⁹⁵ jevā santno mārg joīne em vichār rahe chhe je, ‘Sādhumā evo ayogya swabhāv na joīe.” Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Kām-krodhādiknā jorne haṭhāve evo je vichār te to guṇ thakī par chhe, te e tamārā jīvmā rahyo chhe. Ane evī rīte kām-krodhādik guṇne haṭhāve evu je jor chhe te pūrvajanmano sanskār chhe. Ane tamāru eṭalu to amane jaṇāy chhe je, tamāre je je māyik padārthno yog thāy tenī āṭīmā pratham to āvī javāy paṇ ante jatā enā bandhanmā rahevāy nahī; bandhan troḍīne nikaḷāy kharu.”

Pachhī Muktānand Swāmīe pūchhyu je, “Pratham āvaraṇ thaī jāy evī kāchyap rahe chhe te shāne yoge rahe chhe?” Tyāre Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Desh-kāḷādik je āṭh chhe temā jevu pūrva-sanskārmā jor chhe tevu ja ek-ekmā chhe, māṭe jyāre eno yog thāy tyāre jarūr bandhan thāy chhe ane pūrvanā sanskārnu jor rahevā detā nathī. Ane jo sanskārmā lakhyu eṭalu ja sukṛut-duṣhkṛut thāy to Ved, Shāstra ne Purāṇ tene viṣhe vidhi-niṣhedhnā bhed kahyā chhe je, ‘Ā karavu ne ā na karavu’ te sarva khoṭu thaī jāy; te e moṭānā karelā shāstra to khoṭā thāy ja nahī. Ane Jay-Vijay hatā teṇe jo ayogya kriyā karī to je ṭhekāṇe kāḷ, karma ne māyā nathī evu je Bhagwānnu dhām tyāthī paḍī gayā. Ane jo Nāradjīne rājī karyā to Prahlādne desh-kāḷādik ashubh hatā to paṇ naḍī shakyā nahī⁹⁶ ane jo Sanakādikne kopāyamān karyā to desh-kāḷādik shubh hatā to paṇ Jay-Vijay paḍī gayā.⁹⁷ Māṭe jene kalyāṇne ichchhavu tene to jem Moṭā-Puruṣh rājī thāy tem karavu. Ane te Moṭā-Puruṣh paṇ tyāre rājī thāy jyāre koī prakāre antarmā malin vāsanā na rahe. Ane jene garīb upar krodhādikno sankalp thato hoy to tene Moṭā upar paṇ thāy ane potānā iṣhṭadev upar paṇ krodhādikno malin ghāṭ thāy. Māṭe jene kalyāṇ ichchhavu tene koī upar malin ghāṭ karavo nahī ane koī upar malin ghāṭ kare to tene Bhagwānnā bhakta tathā Bhagwān upar paṇ malin ghāṭ thaī jāy. Ane amārāthī to ek garīb paṇ dukhāyo hoy to amārā antarmā evo vichār āve chhe je, ‘Bhagwān sarvāntaryāmī chhe; te ek ṭhekāṇe rahīne sarvenā antarne jāṇe chhe. Māṭe jene ame dukhavyo tenā ja antarmā virājmān hashe. Tyāre ame Bhagwānno aparādh karyo.’ Em jāṇīne tene page lāgīne tene kāīk joītu hoy te āpīe, paṇ je prakāre te rājī thāy tem karīe chhīe.

“Ane vaḷī ame vichārīne joyu je, je atishay tyāg rākhe athavā dayā rākhe tethī Bhagwānnī bhakti thāy nahī; tyāre upāsanāno bhang thāy chhe. Ane pūrve je je atishay tyāgī thayā chhe tenā mārgmā upāsanāno nāsh thaī gayo chhe. Māṭe ame em vichārīne Parameshvarnī upāsanā rahevā sāru tyāgno pakṣh moḷo karīne Bhagwānnā mandir karāvyā chhe. Temā jo thoḍo tyāg raheshe to paṇ upāsanā raheshe, to teṇe karīne ghaṇāk jīvnā kalyāṇ thashe. Ane jene Bhagwānnī bhakti karavī tene to ḍhūnḍhiyānī peṭhe dayā rākhye paṇ kem ṭhīk paḍe? Ene to Parameshvarne vāste puṣhpa lāvyā joīe, Tulsī lāvyā joīe, bhājī-tarakārī lāvī joīe, Ṭhākorjīne vāste bāg-bagīchā karāvyā joīe, mandir karāvyā joīe. Māṭe je atishay tyāg rākhīne ne atishay dayā rākhīne mūṭhī vāḷīne besī rahe teṇe Bhagwānnī bhakti thatī nathī. Ane jyāre bhaktie rahit thāy tyāre Bhagwānnī upāsanāno nāsh thaī jāy, eṭale pachhvāḍethī andha-paramparā chāle. Te sāru ame mandir karāvyā chhe; te akhanḍ Bhagwānnī upāsanā rākhyā sāru karāvyā chhe. Ane je upāsak hoy te potānā dharmamāthī bhraṣhṭ thāy ja nahī. Māṭe pot-potānā dharmamā rahīne Bhagwānnī bhakti-upāsanā karavī e amāro siddhānt chhe.”

Samvat 1879na Kartik sudi 11 Ekadashine divas Swami Shri Sahajanandji Maharaj Shri Gadhada madhye Dada Khacharna darabarma dakshinade dvar oradani osarie virajman hata ane sarva shvet vastra dharan karya hata ane kanthne vishe guldavadina dhola ne pila pushpana har virajman hata ane paghma be kore tora latakta hata ane potana mukharvindni agal Paramhansa tatha desh-deshna haribhaktani sabha bharaine bethi hati.

Pachhi Shriji Maharaje Muktanand Swamine prashna puchhya je, “Tamare krodh thay chhe tyare she nimitte thay chhe? Ane ketalu nimitta hoy tyare krodh thay chhe? Ane amare to ekthi lakh rupiya sudhi bagad kare to pan pota saru to krodh ave nahi ane jyare dharmalop kare athava baliyo hoy te garibne pide athava anyayno paksha le, tyare teni upar amare koikne arthe lagarek krodhni chataki ave chhe, pan pota saru to leshmatra krodh avato nathi; ane koik saru ave chhe te pan kshanmatra pan nathi raheto ne ati pan bandhati nathi. Tem tamare kevi rite ave chhe ne kevi rite tale chhe?” Pachhi Muktanand Swamie kahyu je, “Koik padarthne yoge tatha koik avalai dekhay, tene yoge te upar krodh thay pan tatkal shami jay chhe.”

Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Evu tamare vicharnu bal rahe chhe te shane yoge rahe chhe?” Tyare Muktanand Swamie kahyu je, “Ek to Bhagwannu mahatmya vicharine em samajay chhe je, ‘Je rite Bhagwanno kurajipo thay te swabhav rakhavo nathi.’ Ane bijo Shukji⁹⁴ ne Jadbharat⁹⁵ jeva santno marg joine em vichar rahe chhe je, ‘Sadhuma evo ayogya swabhav na joie.” Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Kam-krodhadikna jorne hathave evo je vichar te to gun thaki par chhe, te e tamara jivma rahyo chhe. Ane evi rite kam-krodhadik gunne hathave evu je jor chhe te purvajanmano sanskar chhe. Ane tamaru etalu to amane janay chhe je, tamare je je mayik padarthno yog thay teni atima pratham to avi javay pan ante jata ena bandhanma rahevay nahi; bandhan trodine nikalay kharu.”

Pachhi Muktanand Swamie puchhyu je, “Pratham avaran thai jay evi kachyap rahe chhe te shane yoge rahe chhe?” Tyare Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Desh-kaladik je ath chhe tema jevu purva-sanskarma jor chhe tevu ja ek-ekma chhe, mate jyare eno yog thay tyare jarur bandhan thay chhe ane purvana sanskarnu jor raheva deta nathi. Ane jo sanskarma lakhyu etalu ja sukrut-dushkrut thay to Ved, Shastra ne Puran tene vishe vidhi-nishedhna bhed kahya chhe je, ‘A karavu ne a na karavu’ te sarva khotu thai jay; te e motana karela shastra to khota thay ja nahi. Ane Jay-Vijay hata tene jo ayogya kriya kari to je thekane kal, karma ne maya nathi evu je Bhagwannu dham tyathi padi gaya. Ane jo Naradjine raji karya to Prahladne desh-kaladik ashubh hata to pan nadi shakya nahi⁹⁶ ane jo Sanakadikne kopayaman karya to desh-kaladik shubh hata to pan Jay-Vijay padi gaya.⁹⁷ Mate jene kalyanne ichchhavu tene to jem Mota-Purush raji thay tem karavu. Ane te Mota-Purush pan tyare raji thay jyare koi prakare antarma malin vasana na rahe. Ane jene garib upar krodhadikno sankalp thato hoy to tene Mota upar pan thay ane potana ishtadev upar pan krodhadikno malin ghat thay. Mate jene kalyan ichchhavu tene koi upar malin ghat karavo nahi ane koi upar malin ghat kare to tene Bhagwanna bhakta tatha Bhagwan upar pan malin ghat thai jay. Ane amarathi to ek garib pan dukhayo hoy to amara antarma evo vichar ave chhe je, ‘Bhagwan sarvantaryami chhe; te ek thekane rahine sarvena antarne jane chhe. Mate jene ame dukhavyo tena ja antarma virajman hashe. Tyare ame Bhagwanno aparadh karyo.’ Em janine tene page lagine tene kaik joitu hoy te apie, pan je prakare te raji thay tem karie chhie.

“Ane vali ame vicharine joyu je, je atishay tyag rakhe athava daya rakhe tethi Bhagwanni bhakti thay nahi; tyare upasanano bhang thay chhe. Ane purve je je atishay tyagi thaya chhe tena margma upasanano nash thai gayo chhe. Mate ame em vicharine Parameshvarni upasana raheva saru tyagno paksh molo karine Bhagwanna mandir karavya chhe. Tema jo thodo tyag raheshe to pan upasana raheshe, to tene karine ghanak jivna kalyan thashe. Ane jene Bhagwanni bhakti karavi tene to dhundhiyani pethe daya rakhye pan kem thik pade? Ene to Parameshvarne vaste pushpa lavya joie, Tulsi lavya joie, bhaji-tarakari lavi joie, Thakorjine vaste bag-bagicha karavya joie, mandir karavya joie. Mate je atishay tyag rakhine ne atishay daya rakhine muthi valine besi rahe tene Bhagwanni bhakti thati nathi. Ane jyare bhaktie rahit thay tyare Bhagwanni upasanano nash thai jay, etale pachhvadethi andha-parampara chale. Te saru ame mandir karavya chhe; te akhand Bhagwanni upasana rakhya saru karavya chhe. Ane je upasak hoy te potana dharmamathi bhrasht thay ja nahi. Mate pot-potana dharmama rahine Bhagwanni bhakti-upasana karavi e amaro siddhant chhe.”

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