Gadhada II 48

‘Vandu’nā Kīrtannu, Santnā Madhyamā Janma Dharavānu

Samvat 1880nā Mahā vadi 14 Chaudashne divas Swāmī Shrī Sahajānandjī Mahārāj Shrī Gaḍhaḍā madhye Dādā Khācharnā darabārmā ugamṇe dvār oraḍānī osarīe virājmān hatā ane sarva shvet vastra dhāraṇ karyā hatā ane Tulsīnī navīn shvet kanṭhīo kanṭhne viṣhe dhāraṇ karī hatī ne pāghne viṣhe pīḷā puṣhpano toro virājmān hato ne kanṭhne viṣhe puṣhpanā hār dhāraṇ karyā hatā ne potānā mukhārvindnī āgaḷ Muni tathā desh-deshnā haribhaktanī sabhā bharāīne beṭhī hatī.

Ane sādhu Premānand Swāmī Bhagwānnā dhyānnā angnī garabīo je, ‘Vandu Sahajānand Rasrūp Anupam Sārne Re Lol’ e gāvatā hatā. Pachhī jyāre gāī rahyā tyāre Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Bahu sārā kīrtan gāyā. Ā kīrtanne sāmbhaḷīne to amārā manmā em vichār thayo je, ‘Āvī rīte ene Bhagwānnī mūrtinu chintavan chhe, māṭe e sādhune to ūṭhīne sāṣhṭāng danḍvat praṇām karīe.’ Ane jene āvī rīte antahkaraṇmā Bhagwānnu chintvan thatu hoy ne evī vāsanāe yukta jo deh mūke to tene farīne garbhavāsmā javu paḍe ja nahī. Ane evī rīte Bhagwānnu chintvan karatā jīvato hoy to paṇ e param padne pāmyo ja chhe ane jevā Shvetdvīpmā nirannamukta chhe tevo ja e paṇ nirannamukta¹²² thaī rahyo chhe. Ane dehkriyā to yogya hoy eṭalī sahaje ja thāy chhe. Ane jene Bhagwānnā swarūpnu evī rīte chintvan thāy chhe te to kṛutārth thayo chhe ne tene kāī karavu bākī rahyu nathī; ane jene Bhagwān vinā bījā padārthnu chintvan karate thake deh paḍashe tene koṭi kalpe dukhno ant āvato nathī. Māṭe āvo avasar āvyo chhe tene pāmīne Bhagwān vinā bījā padārthnu chintvan mūkīne ek Bhagwānnā swarūpnu chintvan karavu.

“Ane jo Bhagwānnā swarūpnu chintvan thaī na shake to paṇ dharma, gnān, vairāgya ane bhakti teṇe yukta evā je ā sādhu tene madhye paḍī rahevu. Ane amāre paṇ e ja antarmā vāsanā chhe je, ā dehne mūkashu pachhī koī rītno janma thavānu nimitta to nathī, to paṇ antarmā em vichārīe chhīe je, ‘Janma dharyānu koīk kāraṇ utpanna karīne paṇ santnā madhyamā janma dharavo,’ em ja ichchhīe chhīe. Ane jene e kīrtanmā kahyu evī rītnu chintvan thatu hoy te to kāḷ, karma ne māyānā pāsh thakī mukāyo chhe; ane jene gher evā puruṣhe janma dharyo tenā mābāp paṇ kṛutārth thayā jāṇavā. Ane Bhagwān vinā bījā viṣhaynu je chintvan kare chhe te to atishay bhūlyo jāṇavo. Ane strī, putra ne dhanādik padārth te to je je yonimā jāy chhe te sarvemā maḷe chhe, paṇ āvā brahmavettā santno sang ne Shrī Vāsudev Bhagwānnu sākṣhātkār darshan ne chintvan te to atishay durlabh chhe. Māṭe jem viṣhayī janne panch-viṣhaynu chintvan antahkaraṇmā thayā kare chhe, tem jenā antarmā akhanḍ Bhagwānnu chintva thayā kare ethī uprānt manuṣhya dehno bījo lābh nathī. Ane e to sarve haribhaktamā mukhiyo chhe. Ane e bhaktane shabda, sparsh, rūp, ras ane gandh e panch-viṣhay hoy to paṇ Bhagwān sambandhī ja hoy; ane tenā shravaṇ te akhanḍ Bhagwānnī kathā sāmbhaḷavāne ichchhe, ane tvachā te Bhagwānno sparsh karavā ichchhe, ane netra te Bhagwān ne Bhagwānnā santnā darshan karavā ichchhe, ane rasnā te Bhagwānnā mahāprasādnā svādne ichchhe, ane nāsikā te Bhagwānne chaḍyā je puṣhpa-tuḷsī tenā sugandhne ichchhe, paṇ Parameshvar vinā anya vastune sukhdāyī jāṇe ja nahī. Evī rīte je varte te Bhagwānno ekāntik bhakta kahevāy.”

Samvat 1880na Maha vadi 14 Chaudashne divas Swami Shri Sahajanandji Maharaj Shri Gadhada madhye Dada Khacharna darabarma ugamne dvar oradani osarie virajman hata ane sarva shvet vastra dharan karya hata ane Tulsini navin shvet kanthio kanthne vishe dharan kari hati ne paghne vishe pila pushpano toro virajman hato ne kanthne vishe pushpana har dharan karya hata ne potana mukharvindni agal Muni tatha desh-deshna haribhaktani sabha bharaine bethi hati.

Ane sadhu Premanand Swami Bhagwanna dhyanna angni garabio je, ‘Vandu Sahajanand Rasrup Anupam Sarne Re Lol’ e gavata hata. Pachhi jyare gai rahya tyare Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Bahu sara kirtan gaya. A kirtanne sambhaline to amara manma em vichar thayo je, ‘Avi rite ene Bhagwanni murtinu chintavan chhe, mate e sadhune to uthine sashtang dandvat pranam karie.’ Ane jene avi rite antahkaranma Bhagwannu chintvan thatu hoy ne evi vasanae yukta jo deh muke to tene farine garbhavasma javu pade ja nahi. Ane evi rite Bhagwannu chintvan karata jivato hoy to pan e param padne pamyo ja chhe ane jeva Shvetdvipma nirannamukta chhe tevo ja e pan nirannamukta¹²² thai rahyo chhe. Ane dehkriya to yogya hoy etali sahaje ja thay chhe. Ane jene Bhagwanna swarupnu evi rite chintvan thay chhe te to krutarth thayo chhe ne tene kai karavu baki rahyu nathi; ane jene Bhagwan vina bija padarthnu chintvan karate thake deh padashe tene koti kalpe dukhno ant avato nathi. Mate avo avasar avyo chhe tene pamine Bhagwan vina bija padarthnu chintvan mukine ek Bhagwanna swarupnu chintvan karavu.

“Ane jo Bhagwanna swarupnu chintvan thai na shake to pan dharma, gnan, vairagya ane bhakti tene yukta eva je a sadhu tene madhye padi rahevu. Ane amare pan e ja antarma vasana chhe je, a dehne mukashu pachhi koi ritno janma thavanu nimitta to nathi, to pan antarma em vicharie chhie je, ‘Janma dharyanu koik karan utpanna karine pan santna madhyama janma dharavo,’ em ja ichchhie chhie. Ane jene e kirtanma kahyu evi ritnu chintvan thatu hoy te to kal, karma ne mayana pash thaki mukayo chhe; ane jene gher eva purushe janma dharyo tena mabap pan krutarth thaya janava. Ane Bhagwan vina bija vishaynu je chintvan kare chhe te to atishay bhulyo janavo. Ane stri, putra ne dhanadik padarth te to je je yonima jay chhe te sarvema male chhe, pan ava brahmavetta santno sang ne Shri Vasudev Bhagwannu sakshatkar darshan ne chintvan te to atishay durlabh chhe. Mate jem vishayi janne panch-vishaynu chintvan antahkaranma thaya kare chhe, tem jena antarma akhand Bhagwannu chintva thaya kare ethi uprant manushya dehno bijo labh nathi. Ane e to sarve haribhaktama mukhiyo chhe. Ane e bhaktane shabda, sparsh, rup, ras ane gandh e panch-vishay hoy to pan Bhagwan sambandhi ja hoy; ane tena shravan te akhand Bhagwanni katha sambhalavane ichchhe, ane tvacha te Bhagwanno sparsh karava ichchhe, ane netra te Bhagwan ne Bhagwanna santna darshan karava ichchhe, ane rasna te Bhagwanna mahaprasadna svadne ichchhe, ane nasika te Bhagwanne chadya je pushpa-tulsi tena sugandhne ichchhe, pan Parameshvar vina anya vastune sukhdayi jane ja nahi. Evi rite je varte te Bhagwanno ekantik bhakta kahevay.”

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