Gadhada II 60

Vikṣhep Tāḷyānu, Pakṣh Rākhyānu

Samvat 1881nā Shrāvaṇ vadi 4 Chothne divas Swāmī Shrī Sahajānandjī Mahārāj Shrī Gaḍhaḍā madhye Dādā Khācharnā darabārmā āthamṇe dvār oraḍānī ugamṇī osarīe ḍholiyā upar virājmān hatā ane shvet pāgh mastak upar bāndhī hatī ane shvet pachheḍī oḍhī hatī ane shvet khes paheryo hato ane potānā mukhārvindnī āgaḷ Paramhansa tathā desh-deshnā haribhaktanī sabhā bharāīne beṭhī hatī.

Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāje kahyu je, “Prashna-uttar karo.” Tyāre Muktānand Swāmīe prashna pūchhyo je, “He Mahārāj! Ā sansārne viṣhe to keṭalīk jātnā vikṣhep āve chhe, temā kevī rīte Bhagwānno bhakta samaje to antare sukh rahe?” Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Eno uttar to jem amane vartāy chhe tem kahīe je, potānā dehthī nokho je potāno ātmā tenu je nirantar anusandhān tathā māyik evā je padārthmātra tenā nāshvantpaṇānu je anusandhān tathā Bhagwānnā māhātmya-gnānnu je anusandhān e traṇe karīne koī vikṣhep āḍo āvato nathī. Ane jyāre koīk jātnā vikṣhepno yog āve tyāre uparthī to chittano dharma chhe te vikṣhep jevu jaṇāy, paṇ te vikṣhepno potānā chaitanyamā to ḍans besato nathī. Te kem jaṇāy je, jyāre sūīe chhīe tyāre bahārlyo je vikṣhep te koī divas swapnamā dekhāto ja nathī ane je chaitanyamā vikṣhep peṭho hoy te to traṇe avasthāmā jaṇāy chhe. Māṭe swapnamā koī rīte vikṣhep jaṇāto nathī, te thakī em jāṇīe chhīe je, ‘Chaitanyamā vikṣhep koī rīte vaḷagato nathī.’ Ane je Bhagwānno bhakta hoy ne tene koīk prakārnā dukhno vikṣhep thayo hoy e to sārī peṭhe antarmā jaṇāy chhe, paṇ na jaṇāy em nathī. Ane e to Raghunāthdās sarakho vimukh hoy tene to na jaṇāy; te jyāre Rāmānand Swāmīe deh mūkyo ne sarve satsangī rovā lāgyā tyāre paṇ Raghunāthdāsne to jarāy shok thayo nahī; ane hasato jāy ne bījāne āgaḷ vāt karato jāy. Māṭe Bhagwānnā bhaktane dukh āvī paḍe tyāre to je chānḍāḷ ne vimukh hoy tene dukh na thāy, paṇ je Bhagwānno bhakta hoy te to haribhaktane dukhe karīne jarūr dukhiyo thāy.

“Ane je Bhagwānno bhakta hoy ne tene koīk mārī nākhato hoy athavā tene koīk dukh deto hoy ne te Bhagwānnā bhakta āḍo jaīne jo mare ke ghāyal thāy, to shāstramā em kahyu chhe je, ‘Tenā brahmahatyādik je panch mahāpāp te sarve maṭī jāy chhe;’ evo Bhagwānnā bhaktano pakṣh rākhyāno pratāp chhe. Ane jene Bhagwānnā bhaktanu vachan bāṇnī peṭhe haiyāmā vasamu lāge ane tenī vairbhāve āṭī paḍī jāy te jīve tyā sudhī ṭaḷe nahī, evo je chānḍāḷ jevo jīv hoy te dharme yukta hoy, tyāge yukta hoy, tape yukta hoy, te sarve vṛuthā chhe; ane bījā paṇ koṭik sādhan kare paṇ tenā jīvnu koī kāḷe kalyāṇ thāy nahī. Ane ā sansārne viṣhe jem koīk strī hoy te potānā pati upar ne bījā puruṣh upar sarakhu het rākhe te veshyā sarakhī bhūnḍī kahevāy; tem ā sansārne viṣhe je evo puruṣh hoy je, ‘Āpaṇe to badhāy sādhu sarakhā chhe, kene sāro-naraso kahīe?’ To te satsangī kahevāto hoy to paṇ tene vimukh jāṇavo. Ane je puruṣh em jāṇe je, ‘Āpaṇ kāīk avaḷu-savaḷu bolīe to āpaṇo māṇas avaguṇ leshe;’ evī rīte potānī sārapya rākhyā sāru Bhagwānnu ke Bhagwānnā bhaktanu koīk ghasātu bole ne tene sāmbhaḷī rahe, to te satsangī kahevāto hoy to paṇ tene vimukh jāṇavo. Ane jevā potānā sagā-vahālā hoy athavā mābāp hoy teno pakṣh rahe chhe, tevo Bhagwānnā bhaktano draḍh pakṣh rākhavo. Ane Bhagwānnā bhakta sāthe koī rītno vikṣhep thāy to jaḷmā līṭānī peṭhe fer ek thaī jāy paṇ āṭī rākhe nahī, te ja Bhagwānno yathārth bhakta kahevāy.” Eṭalī vārtā karīne pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj em bolyā je, “Hu to Dattātrey, Jaḍbharat, Nārad ane Shukjī te sarakho dayāvāḷo chhu. Ane pūrva-deshmā ek same nāgaḍā berāgīnī jamāt bheḷo hato. Te mane sarve berāgīe kahyu je, ‘Tāndaḷjānī līlī bhājī toḍo.’ Tyāre me kahyu je, ‘Emā to jīv chhe te ame nahī toḍīe.’ Pachhī ek jaṇe taravār ughāḍī karīne ḍāro karyo to paṇ ame līlī bhājī na toḍī, evo amāro dayāvāḷo swabhāv chhe; to paṇ jo koīk Bhagwānnā bhaktane krūr draṣhṭie karīne joto hoy ne te jo potāno sagovahālo hoy toy paṇ jāṇīe je, tenī ākhya foḍī nākhīe ane hāthe karīne jo Bhagwānnā bhaktane dukhave to te hāthne kāpī nākhīe, evo teno abhāv āve chhe paṇ tyā dayā nathī rahetī. Ane evo jene Bhagwānno ne Bhagwānnā bhaktano pakṣh hoy tene ja Bhagwānno pūro bhakta kahevāy.”

Samvat 1881na Shravan vadi 4 Chothne divas Swami Shri Sahajanandji Maharaj Shri Gadhada madhye Dada Khacharna darabarma athamne dvar oradani ugamni osarie dholiya upar virajman hata ane shvet pagh mastak upar bandhi hati ane shvet pachhedi odhi hati ane shvet khes paheryo hato ane potana mukharvindni agal Paramhansa tatha desh-deshna haribhaktani sabha bharaine bethi hati.

Pachhi Shriji Maharaje kahyu je, “Prashna-uttar karo.” Tyare Muktanand Swamie prashna puchhyo je, “He Maharaj! A sansarne vishe to ketalik jatna vikshep ave chhe, tema kevi rite Bhagwanno bhakta samaje to antare sukh rahe?” Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Eno uttar to jem amane vartay chhe tem kahie je, potana dehthi nokho je potano atma tenu je nirantar anusandhan tatha mayik eva je padarthmatra tena nashvantpananu je anusandhan tatha Bhagwanna mahatmya-gnannu je anusandhan e trane karine koi vikshep ado avato nathi. Ane jyare koik jatna vikshepno yog ave tyare uparthi to chittano dharma chhe te vikshep jevu janay, pan te vikshepno potana chaitanyama to dans besato nathi. Te kem janay je, jyare suie chhie tyare baharlyo je vikshep te koi divas swapnama dekhato ja nathi ane je chaitanyama vikshep petho hoy te to trane avasthama janay chhe. Mate swapnama koi rite vikshep janato nathi, te thaki em janie chhie je, ‘Chaitanyama vikshep koi rite valagato nathi.’ Ane je Bhagwanno bhakta hoy ne tene koik prakarna dukhno vikshep thayo hoy e to sari pethe antarma janay chhe, pan na janay em nathi. Ane e to Raghunathdas sarakho vimukh hoy tene to na janay; te jyare Ramanand Swamie deh mukyo ne sarve satsangi rova lagya tyare pan Raghunathdasne to jaray shok thayo nahi; ane hasato jay ne bijane agal vat karato jay. Mate Bhagwanna bhaktane dukh avi pade tyare to je chandal ne vimukh hoy tene dukh na thay, pan je Bhagwanno bhakta hoy te to haribhaktane dukhe karine jarur dukhiyo thay.

“Ane je Bhagwanno bhakta hoy ne tene koik mari nakhato hoy athava tene koik dukh deto hoy ne te Bhagwanna bhakta ado jaine jo mare ke ghayal thay, to shastrama em kahyu chhe je, ‘Tena brahmahatyadik je panch mahapap te sarve mati jay chhe;’ evo Bhagwanna bhaktano paksh rakhyano pratap chhe. Ane jene Bhagwanna bhaktanu vachan banni pethe haiyama vasamu lage ane teni vairbhave ati padi jay te jive tya sudhi tale nahi, evo je chandal jevo jiv hoy te dharme yukta hoy, tyage yukta hoy, tape yukta hoy, te sarve vrutha chhe; ane bija pan kotik sadhan kare pan tena jivnu koi kale kalyan thay nahi. Ane a sansarne vishe jem koik stri hoy te potana pati upar ne bija purush upar sarakhu het rakhe te veshya sarakhi bhundi kahevay; tem a sansarne vishe je evo purush hoy je, ‘Apane to badhay sadhu sarakha chhe, kene saro-naraso kahie?’ To te satsangi kahevato hoy to pan tene vimukh janavo. Ane je purush em jane je, ‘Apan kaik avalu-savalu bolie to apano manas avagun leshe;’ evi rite potani sarapya rakhya saru Bhagwannu ke Bhagwanna bhaktanu koik ghasatu bole ne tene sambhali rahe, to te satsangi kahevato hoy to pan tene vimukh janavo. Ane jeva potana saga-vahala hoy athava mabap hoy teno paksh rahe chhe, tevo Bhagwanna bhaktano dradh paksh rakhavo. Ane Bhagwanna bhakta sathe koi ritno vikshep thay to jalma litani pethe fer ek thai jay pan ati rakhe nahi, te ja Bhagwanno yatharth bhakta kahevay.” Etali varta karine pachhi Shriji Maharaj em bolya je, “Hu to Dattatrey, Jadbharat, Narad ane Shukji te sarakho dayavalo chhu. Ane purva-deshma ek same nagada beragini jamat bhelo hato. Te mane sarve beragie kahyu je, ‘Tandaljani lili bhaji todo.’ Tyare me kahyu je, ‘Ema to jiv chhe te ame nahi todie.’ Pachhi ek jane taravar ughadi karine daro karyo to pan ame lili bhaji na todi, evo amaro dayavalo swabhav chhe; to pan jo koik Bhagwanna bhaktane krur drashtie karine joto hoy ne te jo potano sagovahalo hoy toy pan janie je, teni akhya fodi nakhie ane hathe karine jo Bhagwanna bhaktane dukhave to te hathne kapi nakhie, evo teno abhav ave chhe pan tya daya nathi raheti. Ane evo jene Bhagwanno ne Bhagwanna bhaktano paksh hoy tene ja Bhagwanno puro bhakta kahevay.”