Vartal 12

Mahimā Sahit Nishchaynu

Samvat 1882nā Poṣh vadi 2 Bījne divas Swāmī Shrī Sahajānandjī Mahārāj Shrī Vartāl madhye Shrī Lakṣhmīnārāyaṇnā darabārmā līmbaḍānā vṛukṣh taḷe pāṭ upar gādītakiye yukta ḍholiyo hato te upar virājmān hatā ane shvet khes paheryo hato ne māhelī kore shvet pachheḍīe yukta gulābī rangnī shāl oḍhī hatī ane mastak upar shvet pāgh bāndhī hatī ane kanṭhne viṣhe gulābnā puṣhpano hār paheryo hato ane potānā mukhārvindnī āgaḷ Muni-manḍaḷ tathā desh-deshnā haribhaktanī sabhā bharāīne beṭhī hatī.

Ane te same Shrījī Mahārāj antardraṣhṭi karīne bahu vār sudhī virājmān thayā hatā. Pachhī netrakamaḷne ughāḍīne sarve haribhaktanī sabhā sāmu karuṇā-kaṭākṣhe karī joīne Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Āj to sarvene nishchaynī vāt karavī chhe, te sarve sāvadhān thaīne sāmbhaḷo je, anant koṭi sūrya, chandramā ne agni te sarakhu prakāshmān evu je Akṣhardhām tene viṣhe Shrī Puruṣhottam Bhagwān sadā divyamūrti thakā virājmān chhe. Ane te ja Bhagwān jīvonā kalyāṇane arthe pṛuthvīne viṣhe Rām-Kṛuṣhṇādik avatārnu dhāraṇ kare chhe. Tyāre te Bhagwānnā swarūpno jene satsamāgame karīne draḍh nishchay thāy chhe, teno jīv bījnā chandramānī peṭhe divase divase vṛuddhine pāmato jāy chhe. Ane jem chandramāne viṣhe jem jem sūryanī kaḷā āvatī jāy tem tem te chandramā vṛuddhine pāmato jāy chhe, te jyāre pūrṇamāsī āve tyāre chandramā sanpūrṇa thāy chhe. Tem Bhagwānno paripūrṇa nishchay thayā mor to e jīv amāvāsyānā chandranī peṭhe kaḷāe rahit khadyot jevo hoy; pachhī jem jem Parameshvarnā mahimāe sahit nishchayne pāme chhe tem tem vṛuddhine pāmīne pūrṇamāsīnā chandra jevo e jīvātmā thāy chhe. Pachhī ene indriyo, antahkaraṇ nishchaymāthī ḍagāvavāne samarth nathī thatā. Ane Parameshvar game tevā charitra kare to paṇ tene koī rīte Bhagwānne viṣhe doṣh bhāsato ja nathī. Evo jene mahimāe sahit Bhagwānno nishchay hoy te bhakta nirbhay thaī chūkyo. Ane te ja bhaktane jo kyārek asat desh, asat kāḷ, asat sang ane asat shāstrādikne yoge karīne athavā dehābhimāne karīne Bhagwānnā charitrane viṣhe sandeh thāy ne Bhagwānno abhāv āve to e jīv pūrṇamāsīnā chandramā jevo hato paṇ pāchho amāvāsyānā chandra jevo thaī jāy chhe. Māṭe potāmā je kāīk thoḍī-ghaṇī khoṭya hoy te e jīvne zāzī naḍatī nathī, paṇ Parameshvarnā charitramā koī rīte sandeh thāy athavā Parameshvarno koī rīte abhāv āve tyāre e jīv kalyāṇnā mārgmāthī tatkāḷ paḍī jāy chhe. Jem vṛukṣhnā mūḷ kapāṇā tyāre te vṛukṣh enī meḷe ja sukāī jāy, tem jene Bhagwānne viṣhe koī rīte doṣh-buddhi thaī e jīv koī rīte vimukh thayā vinā rahe nahī. Ane jene nishchaynu ang durbaḷ hoy ne te satsangmā hoy to paṇ tene evā ghāṭ thāy je, ‘Shu jāṇīe māru te kalyāṇ thashe ke nahī thāy? Ane hu jyāre marīsh tyāre devatā thaīsh ke rājā thaīsh ke bhūt thaīsh?’ Jene Bhagwānnā swarūpno paripūrṇa nishchay na hoy tene evā ghāṭ thāy. Ane jene paripūrṇa nishchay hoy te to em samaje je, ‘Mane to Bhagwān maḷyā te divasthī ja māru kalyāṇ thaī chūkyu chhe. Ane je māru darshan karashe ke mārī vārtā sāmbhaḷashe te jīv paṇ sarva pāp thakī mukāīne param padne pāmashe.’ Māṭe evī rīte Bhagwānno mahimā sahit nishchay rākhīne potāne viṣhe kṛutārthpaṇu mānavu, e vāt sarve khabaḍdār thaīne rākhajyo.” Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāje kahyu je, “‘Dhanya Vṛundāvanvāsī Vaṭnī Chhāyā Re Jyā Hari Besatā’,⁴⁵ e māhātmyanu kīrtan gāvo.” Pachhī te kīrtan gāyu. Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Evī rīte Shrī Kṛuṣhṇa Bhagwāne paṇ Bhāgwatmā kahyu chhe je,

“Em Parameshvarnā yogne pāmīne vṛukṣhno janma hoy te paṇ kṛutārth thāy chhe; māṭe je vṛukṣh taḷe Bhagwān beṭhā hoy te vṛukṣhne paṇ param padnu adhikārī jāṇavu. Ane jenā hṛudaymā evo Bhagwānno mahimā sahit draḍh nishchay na hoy tene to napunsak jevo jāṇavo, te ene vachane karīne koī jīvno uddhār thavāno nahī. Jem rājā hoy te napunsak hoy ne tenu rājya jatu hoy ne vansh jato hoy, paṇ e thakī tenī strīne putra thāy nahī; ane sarva mulakmāthī potā jevā napunsakne teḍāvīne te strīne sange rākhe to paṇ strīne putra thāy nahī. Tem jene Bhagwānno mahimā sahit nishchay nathī to tene mukhe Gītā, Bhāgwat jevā sadgranth sāmbhaḷe paṇ teṇe karīne koīnu kalyāṇ nathī thatu. Ane vaḷī jem dūdh ne sākar hoy ne temā sarpnī lāḷ paḍī, pachhī ene je koī pīe tenā prāṇ jāy. Tem māhātmya sahit je Bhagwānno nishchay teṇe rahit evo je jīv tenā mukh thakī Gītā, Bhāgwatne sāmbhaḷe teṇe karīne koīnu kalyāṇ thatu nathī, emāthī to mūḷagu bhūnḍu thāy chhe.”

Samvat 1882na Posh vadi 2 Bijne divas Swami Shri Sahajanandji Maharaj Shri Vartal madhye Shri Lakshminarayanna darabarma limbadana vruksh tale pat upar gaditakiye yukta dholiyo hato te upar virajman hata ane shvet khes paheryo hato ne maheli kore shvet pachhedie yukta gulabi rangni shal odhi hati ane mastak upar shvet pagh bandhi hati ane kanthne vishe gulabna pushpano har paheryo hato ane potana mukharvindni agal Muni-mandal tatha desh-deshna haribhaktani sabha bharaine bethi hati.

Ane te same Shriji Maharaj antardrashti karine bahu var sudhi virajman thaya hata. Pachhi netrakamalne ughadine sarve haribhaktani sabha samu karuna-katakshe kari joine Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Aj to sarvene nishchayni vat karavi chhe, te sarve savadhan thaine sambhalo je, anant koti surya, chandrama ne agni te sarakhu prakashman evu je Akshardham tene vishe Shri Purushottam Bhagwan sada divyamurti thaka virajman chhe. Ane te ja Bhagwan jivona kalyanane arthe pruthvine vishe Ram-Krushnadik avatarnu dharan kare chhe. Tyare te Bhagwanna swarupno jene satsamagame karine dradh nishchay thay chhe, teno jiv bijna chandramani pethe divase divase vruddhine pamato jay chhe. Ane jem chandramane vishe jem jem suryani kala avati jay tem tem te chandrama vruddhine pamato jay chhe, te jyare purnamasi ave tyare chandrama sanpurna thay chhe. Tem Bhagwanno paripurna nishchay thaya mor to e jiv amavasyana chandrani pethe kalae rahit khadyot jevo hoy; pachhi jem jem Parameshvarna mahimae sahit nishchayne pame chhe tem tem vruddhine pamine purnamasina chandra jevo e jivatma thay chhe. Pachhi ene indriyo, antahkaran nishchaymathi dagavavane samarth nathi thata. Ane Parameshvar game teva charitra kare to pan tene koi rite Bhagwanne vishe dosh bhasato ja nathi. Evo jene mahimae sahit Bhagwanno nishchay hoy te bhakta nirbhay thai chukyo. Ane te ja bhaktane jo kyarek asat desh, asat kal, asat sang ane asat shastradikne yoge karine athava dehabhimane karine Bhagwanna charitrane vishe sandeh thay ne Bhagwanno abhav ave to e jiv purnamasina chandrama jevo hato pan pachho amavasyana chandra jevo thai jay chhe. Mate potama je kaik thodi-ghani khotya hoy te e jivne zazi nadati nathi, pan Parameshvarna charitrama koi rite sandeh thay athava Parameshvarno koi rite abhav ave tyare e jiv kalyanna margmathi tatkal padi jay chhe. Jem vrukshna mul kapana tyare te vruksh eni mele ja sukai jay, tem jene Bhagwanne vishe koi rite dosh-buddhi thai e jiv koi rite vimukh thaya vina rahe nahi. Ane jene nishchaynu ang durbal hoy ne te satsangma hoy to pan tene eva ghat thay je, ‘Shu janie maru te kalyan thashe ke nahi thay? Ane hu jyare marish tyare devata thaish ke raja thaish ke bhut thaish?’ Jene Bhagwanna swarupno paripurna nishchay na hoy tene eva ghat thay. Ane jene paripurna nishchay hoy te to em samaje je, ‘Mane to Bhagwan malya te divasthi ja maru kalyan thai chukyu chhe. Ane je maru darshan karashe ke mari varta sambhalashe te jiv pan sarva pap thaki mukaine param padne pamashe.’ Mate evi rite Bhagwanno mahima sahit nishchay rakhine potane vishe krutarthpanu manavu, e vat sarve khabaddar thaine rakhajyo.” Pachhi Shriji Maharaje kahyu je, “‘Dhanya Vrundavanvasi Vatni Chhaya Re Jya Hari Besata’,⁴⁵ e mahatmyanu kirtan gavo.” Pachhi te kirtan gayu. Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Evi rite Shri Krushna Bhagwane pan Bhagwatma kahyu chhe je,

“Em Parameshvarna yogne pamine vrukshno janma hoy te pan krutarth thay chhe; mate je vruksh tale Bhagwan betha hoy te vrukshne pan param padnu adhikari janavu. Ane jena hrudayma evo Bhagwanno mahima sahit dradh nishchay na hoy tene to napunsak jevo janavo, te ene vachane karine koi jivno uddhar thavano nahi. Jem raja hoy te napunsak hoy ne tenu rajya jatu hoy ne vansh jato hoy, pan e thaki teni strine putra thay nahi; ane sarva mulakmathi pota jeva napunsakne tedavine te strine sange rakhe to pan strine putra thay nahi. Tem jene Bhagwanno mahima sahit nishchay nathi to tene mukhe Gita, Bhagwat jeva sadgranth sambhale pan tene karine koinu kalyan nathi thatu. Ane vali jem dudh ne sakar hoy ne tema sarpni lal padi, pachhi ene je koi pie tena pran jay. Tem mahatmya sahit je Bhagwanno nishchay tene rahit evo je jiv tena mukh thaki Gita, Bhagwatne sambhale tene karine koinu kalyan thatu nathi, emathi to mulagu bhundu thay chhe.”

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