Gadhada III 3

Dayā ane Snehnu

Samvat 1883nā Āṣhāḍh vadi 1 Paḍavāne divas Swāmī Shrī Sahajānandjī Mahārāj Shrī Gaḍhaḍā madhye Dādā Khācharnā darabārmā potānā utārāne viṣhe virājmān hatā. Ane te divas Ṭhakkar Harjīe⁸ potāne gher Shrījī Mahārājnī padharāmaṇī karī tyāre Shrījī Mahārāj tyā padhāryā. Pachhī ugamṇe dvār oraḍānī osarīye ḍholiyā upar gādītakiyā bichhāvīne Shrījī Mahārājne virājmān karyā. Pachhī Harjī Ṭhakkare Shrījī Mahārājnī kesar-chandanādike karīne pūjā karī. Evī rīte Shrījī Mahārāj pūrva mukhārvinde virājmān hatā ne sarva shvet vastra dhāraṇ karyā hatā ane kanṭhne viṣhe mogarānā puṣhpanā hār tathā be bhujāne viṣhe te puṣhpanā gajarā tathā pāghne viṣhe te puṣhpanā torā te atishay virājmān hatā. Ane Shrījī Mahārājnā mukhārvindnī āgaḷ muni-manḍaḷ tathā desh-deshnā haribhaktanī sabhā bharāīne beṭhī hatī.

Te samaymā Shrījī Mahārāje sarva sant-manḍaḷne prashna pūchhyo je, “Je haribhaktanā hṛudayne viṣhe dayā ne sneh e be svābhāvik rahyā hoy tyāre snehnu swarūp to madh jevu chhe te jyā-tyā chonṭe ane dayāno swabhāv evo chhe je, jyā-tyā dayā kare. Tyāre Bharatjīe mṛugalā upar dayā karī to te mṛugalīne peṭe janma levo paḍyo.⁹ Ane je dayāvān hoy tene je upar dayā āve te sangāthe sneh thayā vinā rahe nahī. Ane e dayā ne sneh tene ṭāḷyāno upāy to ātmagnān ne vairāgya e bey chhe. Te ātmagnān evu chhe je, jemā kāī bīju pese ja nahī. Ane vairāgyanu evu swarūp chhe je, sarve nāmrūpne nāshvant dekhāḍe. Māṭe ātmagnān ne vairāgya e be vate karīne dayā ne snehno nāsh thaī jāy chhe ane sthūḷ, sūkṣhma ne kāraṇ e ādik sarve upādhino paṇ nāsh thaī jāy chhe ane kevaḷ brahmasattāmātra rahe chhe. Pachhī ene Bhagwān tathā Bhagwānnā bhaktane viṣhe dayā ne sneh rahe chhe ke nathī raheto? E prashna chhe.” Pachhī Muktānand Swāmī tathā Shukmuni tathā Nityānand Swāmī e ādik Paramahanse jenī jevī draṣhṭi pūgī tevo teṇe uttar karyo paṇ Shrījī Mahārājnā prashnanu samādhān thayu nahī.

Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Lyo, ame uttar karīe. Eno to uttar em chhe je, gnān ne vairāgya karīne traṇ sharīr, traṇ avasthā ne traṇ guṇ e sarva māyik upādhi thakī chaitanya judo thaī jāy chhe ne kevaḷ sattāmātra rahe chhe, paṇ māyik upādhino lesh paṇ raheto nathī. Tyāre jem dīpakno agni te koḍiyu, tel ne vāṭya traṇne yoge karīne draṣhṭimā āve tathā grahaṇ karyāmā āve, paṇ jyāre e traṇ prakārnī upādhino sang chhūṭī jāy chhe tyāre e agni koīnī draṣhṭimā paṇ na āve ne grahaṇ paṇ na thāy; ne upādhie yukta hoy tyāre ja draṣhṭie āve ne grahaṇ karyāmā āve. Tem gnān-vairāgye karīne sarve māyik upādhi nivṛutti pāme chhe tyāre e jīvātmā chhe te kevaḷ brahmasattāmātra rahe chhe ne te man-vāṇīne agochar chhe ne koī indriye karīne grahaṇ karyāmā āvato nathī. Pachhī te kāḷe to ene jo shuddha sampradāye karīne Bhagwānnu gnān prāpt thayu hoy ne Bhagwān ne Bhagwānnā bhaktanu māhātmya yathārthpaṇe samajāyu hoy, tene to sarva māyik upādhino sang ṭaḷī jāy ne potāno jīvātmā brahmarūp thāy to paṇ Bhagwān ne Bhagwānnā bhaktane viṣhe je dayā ne prīti te nirantar rahe chhe. Tyā draṣhṭānt chhe: jem dīpaknī jyot chhe tene jyāre upādhino sang ṭaḷī jāy chhe tyāre e agni koī indriye karīne grahaṇ na thāy evo ākāshne viṣhe rahe chhe to paṇ e agnine viṣhe sugandhī tathā durgandhīno je pāsh lāgyo hoy te ṭaḷato nathī. Jem vāyu chhe te to agni thakī paṇ vadhu asangī chhe to paṇ tene sugandhī tathā durgandhīno pāsh lāge chhe. Tem je jīvātmāne gnān-vairāgye karīne māyik upādhino sang ṭaḷī jāy chhe to paṇ satsangno pāsh lāgyo chhe te ṭaḷato nathī. Ane te brahmarūp thāy chhe to paṇ Nārad-Sanakādik ne Shukjīnī peṭhe Bhagwān tathā Bhagwānnā bhaktane viṣhe atishay dayā ne prītie yukta varte chhe. Tyā shlok -

“tathā

“tathā ‘Ātmārāmāshcha munayo’¹² tathā ‘Prāyeṇ munayo rājan’¹³ tathā Gītāmā kahyu chhe je,

“ityādik ghaṇāk shloke karīne pratipādan karyu chhe je, Bhagwānnā bhakta hoy te gnān-vairāgye karīne māyik upādhine tyāg karīne brahmarūp thayā hoy to paṇ Bhagwān tathā Bhagwānnā bhaktane viṣhe dayā ne prīti teṇe yukta hoy chhe. Ane je Bhagwānno bhakta na hoy ne kevaḷ ātmagnān ne vairāgye karīne māyik upādhine ṭāḷīne sattāmātra vartato hoy, tene to sādhan-dashāne viṣhe Bhagwānnī upāsanāe rahit evā je kevaḷ ātmagnānī tenā sangrūp kusangno pāsh lāgyo chhe; māṭe Bhagwān ne Bhagwānnā bhaktane viṣhe dayā ne sneh thatā nathī. Jem vāyune ne agnine durgandhno pāsh lāge chhe tem ja ene te kusangno pāsh lāgyo chhe, te koī prakāre ṭaḷato nathī. Jem Ashvatthāmā brahmarūp thayo hato,¹⁵ paṇ ene kusangno pāsh lāgyo hato; māṭe Shrī Kṛuṣhṇa Bhagwān ne te Bhagwānnā bhakta je Pānḍav tene viṣhe dayā ne sneh thayā nahī. Tem kevaḷ je ātmagnānī chhe te brahmarūp thāy chhe to paṇ tene kusangno pāsh jato nathī ne Bhagwān ne Bhagwānnā bhaktamā dayā ne sneh thatā nathī. Māṭe Bhagwānnā bhaktane to māyik upādhino sang maṭī jāy chhe to paṇ Bhagwān tathā Bhagwānnā bhakta tene viṣhe atishay dayā ne prīti vṛuddhine pāme chhe; paṇ koī rīte dayā tathā prīti ṭaḷatī nathī, akhanḍ rahe chhe.” Em vārtā karīne Shrījī Mahārāj ‘Jay Sachchidānand’ kahīne potāne utāre padhāryā.

Samvat 1883na Ashadh vadi 1 Padavane divas Swami Shri Sahajanandji Maharaj Shri Gadhada madhye Dada Khacharna darabarma potana utarane vishe virajman hata. Ane te divas Thakkar Harjie⁸ potane gher Shriji Maharajni padharamani kari tyare Shriji Maharaj tya padharya. Pachhi ugamne dvar oradani osariye dholiya upar gaditakiya bichhavine Shriji Maharajne virajman karya. Pachhi Harji Thakkare Shriji Maharajni kesar-chandanadike karine puja kari. Evi rite Shriji Maharaj purva mukharvinde virajman hata ne sarva shvet vastra dharan karya hata ane kanthne vishe mogarana pushpana har tatha be bhujane vishe te pushpana gajara tatha paghne vishe te pushpana tora te atishay virajman hata. Ane Shriji Maharajna mukharvindni agal muni-mandal tatha desh-deshna haribhaktani sabha bharaine bethi hati.

Te samayma Shriji Maharaje sarva sant-mandalne prashna puchhyo je, “Je haribhaktana hrudayne vishe daya ne sneh e be svabhavik rahya hoy tyare snehnu swarup to madh jevu chhe te jya-tya chonte ane dayano swabhav evo chhe je, jya-tya daya kare. Tyare Bharatjie mrugala upar daya kari to te mrugaline pete janma levo padyo.⁹ Ane je dayavan hoy tene je upar daya ave te sangathe sneh thaya vina rahe nahi. Ane e daya ne sneh tene talyano upay to atmagnan ne vairagya e bey chhe. Te atmagnan evu chhe je, jema kai biju pese ja nahi. Ane vairagyanu evu swarup chhe je, sarve namrupne nashvant dekhade. Mate atmagnan ne vairagya e be vate karine daya ne snehno nash thai jay chhe ane sthul, sukshma ne karan e adik sarve upadhino pan nash thai jay chhe ane keval brahmasattamatra rahe chhe. Pachhi ene Bhagwan tatha Bhagwanna bhaktane vishe daya ne sneh rahe chhe ke nathi raheto? E prashna chhe.” Pachhi Muktanand Swami tatha Shukmuni tatha Nityanand Swami e adik Paramahanse jeni jevi drashti pugi tevo tene uttar karyo pan Shriji Maharajna prashnanu samadhan thayu nahi.

Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Lyo, ame uttar karie. Eno to uttar em chhe je, gnan ne vairagya karine tran sharir, tran avastha ne tran gun e sarva mayik upadhi thaki chaitanya judo thai jay chhe ne keval sattamatra rahe chhe, pan mayik upadhino lesh pan raheto nathi. Tyare jem dipakno agni te kodiyu, tel ne vatya tranne yoge karine drashtima ave tatha grahan karyama ave, pan jyare e tran prakarni upadhino sang chhuti jay chhe tyare e agni koini drashtima pan na ave ne grahan pan na thay; ne upadhie yukta hoy tyare ja drashtie ave ne grahan karyama ave. Tem gnan-vairagye karine sarve mayik upadhi nivrutti pame chhe tyare e jivatma chhe te keval brahmasattamatra rahe chhe ne te man-vanine agochar chhe ne koi indriye karine grahan karyama avato nathi. Pachhi te kale to ene jo shuddha sampradaye karine Bhagwannu gnan prapt thayu hoy ne Bhagwan ne Bhagwanna bhaktanu mahatmya yatharthpane samajayu hoy, tene to sarva mayik upadhino sang tali jay ne potano jivatma brahmarup thay to pan Bhagwan ne Bhagwanna bhaktane vishe je daya ne priti te nirantar rahe chhe. Tya drashtant chhe: jem dipakni jyot chhe tene jyare upadhino sang tali jay chhe tyare e agni koi indriye karine grahan na thay evo akashne vishe rahe chhe to pan e agnine vishe sugandhi tatha durgandhino je pash lagyo hoy te talato nathi. Jem vayu chhe te to agni thaki pan vadhu asangi chhe to pan tene sugandhi tatha durgandhino pash lage chhe. Tem je jivatmane gnan-vairagye karine mayik upadhino sang tali jay chhe to pan satsangno pash lagyo chhe te talato nathi. Ane te brahmarup thay chhe to pan Narad-Sanakadik ne Shukjini pethe Bhagwan tatha Bhagwanna bhaktane vishe atishay daya ne pritie yukta varte chhe. Tya shlok -

“tatha

“tatha ‘Atmaramashcha munayo’¹² tatha ‘Prayen munayo rajan’¹³ tatha Gitama kahyu chhe je,

“ityadik ghanak shloke karine pratipadan karyu chhe je, Bhagwanna bhakta hoy te gnan-vairagye karine mayik upadhine tyag karine brahmarup thaya hoy to pan Bhagwan tatha Bhagwanna bhaktane vishe daya ne priti tene yukta hoy chhe. Ane je Bhagwanno bhakta na hoy ne keval atmagnan ne vairagye karine mayik upadhine taline sattamatra vartato hoy, tene to sadhan-dashane vishe Bhagwanni upasanae rahit eva je keval atmagnani tena sangrup kusangno pash lagyo chhe; mate Bhagwan ne Bhagwanna bhaktane vishe daya ne sneh thata nathi. Jem vayune ne agnine durgandhno pash lage chhe tem ja ene te kusangno pash lagyo chhe, te koi prakare talato nathi. Jem Ashvatthama brahmarup thayo hato,¹⁵ pan ene kusangno pash lagyo hato; mate Shri Krushna Bhagwan ne te Bhagwanna bhakta je Pandav tene vishe daya ne sneh thaya nahi. Tem keval je atmagnani chhe te brahmarup thay chhe to pan tene kusangno pash jato nathi ne Bhagwan ne Bhagwanna bhaktama daya ne sneh thata nathi. Mate Bhagwanna bhaktane to mayik upadhino sang mati jay chhe to pan Bhagwan tatha Bhagwanna bhakta tene vishe atishay daya ne priti vruddhine pame chhe; pan koi rite daya tatha priti talati nathi, akhand rahe chhe.” Em varta karine Shriji Maharaj ‘Jay Sachchidanand’ kahine potane utare padharya.

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