Gadhada III 30

Pāch Vārtānā Anusandhānnu

Samvat 1885nā Poṣh sudi 15 Pūnamne divas Shrījī Mahārāj Shrī Gaḍhaḍā madhye Dādā Khācharnā darabārmā Shrī Gopīnāthjīnā Mandirne viṣhe virājmān hatā ne sarva shvet vastra dhāraṇ karyā hatā ne potānā mukhārvindnī āgaḷ muni tathā desh-deshnā haribhaktanī sabhā bharāīne beṭhī hatī.

Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Amārā manmā ā be vārtā game chhe ne tyā man aṭake chhe. Temā ek to jene em hoy je, ‘Ek chaitanyanā tejno rāshi⁵¹ chhe ne tenā madhyane viṣhe Shrī Puruṣhottam Bhagwānnī mūrti sadā virājmān chhe,’ evo draḍh nishchay hoy ane te Bhagwānnī upāsanā-bhakti karato hoy te vāt game; paṇ kevaḷ chaitanya tejne mānato hoy ne tenī upāsanā karato hoy ne Bhagwānne sadā sākār na mānato hoy ne tenī upāsanā na karato hoy to te na game. Ane bīju em je, evā je Bhagwān tene arthe je tapne karato hoy tathā yogne sādhato hoy tathā panch-viṣhaynā abhāvne karato hoy tathā vairāgyavān hoy ityādik je je sādhan te Bhagwānnī prasannatāne arthe nirdambhpaṇe kare te game. Ane evāne dekhīne amāru man rājī thāy chhe je, ‘Ene shābāsh chhe je, e āvī rīte varte chhe.’

“Ane vaḷī ā pāch vārtānu amāre nitye nirantar anusandhān rahe chhe. Temā ek to em je, āpaṇe ā dehne mūkīne jarūr marī javu chhe ne teno vilamb nathī jaṇāto, e to em ja nishchay jaṇāy chhe je, ‘Ā ghaḍī, ā kṣhaṇmā āpaṇe maravu chhe.’ Ne sukh-dukh, rājīpo-kurājīpo sarva kriyāmā evī rīte varte chhe; evo vairāgya kahyo. Ane bīju em je, āpaṇe marīshu temā āṭalu kām to āpaṇe karyu chhe ne āṭalu bākī chhe te karavu chhe, evu nirantar anusandhān rahe chhe. Ane trīju em je, amārā manmā panch-viṣhaynī vāsanā ṭaḷī gaī chhe ke nathī ṭaḷī? Ane em jāṇu chhu je, ṭaḷī to gaī chhe tyāre te te viṣhaynī je kriyā te kem thāy chhe? Tyāre rakhe na ṭaḷī hoy! Em aṇavishvāsnu nirantar anusandhān rahe chhe. Ane chothu em je, Muktānand Swāmī ādik moṭā moṭā sādhu tathā bījā paṇ moṭā moṭā haribhakta e je sarva tene panch-viṣhaynī vāsanā ṭaḷī gaī chhe ke nahī? Ane ānī vāsanā ṭaḷī chhe ne āne ānī nathī ṭaḷī, em sarvenā hṛuday sāmu joyā karavu em anusandhān rahe chhe. Ane pāchmu em je, jo hu mārā manne udāsī karavā lāgu to koṇ jāṇe kyāy jatu rahevāy ne deh paḍī jāy. Māṭe em jāṇīe chhīe je, ‘Manne udāsī na karavu.’ Kem je, bhalā amāre yoge karīne ā sarve bāī-bhāī, Paramhansa rājīpe beṭhā Bhagwad-bhakti kare chhe to e ṭhīk chhe. Ane Bhagwad-bhaktine karatā dekhīne manmā bahu rājīpo thāy chhe je, marī to sarvene javu chhe paṇ āvī rīte bhakti karavī e ja jīvyāno moṭo lābh chhe, em nirantar anusandhān rahe chhe.” Evī rīte Shrījī Mahārāje potānā bhaktanī shikṣhāne arthe potānu vartan laīne vārtā karī⁸¹ ne pote to sākṣhāt Puruṣhottam Nārāyaṇ chhe.

Samvat 1885na Posh sudi 15 Punamne divas Shriji Maharaj Shri Gadhada madhye Dada Khacharna darabarma Shri Gopinathjina Mandirne vishe virajman hata ne sarva shvet vastra dharan karya hata ne potana mukharvindni agal muni tatha desh-deshna haribhaktani sabha bharaine bethi hati.

Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Amara manma a be varta game chhe ne tya man atake chhe. Tema ek to jene em hoy je, ‘Ek chaitanyana tejno rashi⁵¹ chhe ne tena madhyane vishe Shri Purushottam Bhagwanni murti sada virajman chhe,’ evo dradh nishchay hoy ane te Bhagwanni upasana-bhakti karato hoy te vat game; pan keval chaitanya tejne manato hoy ne teni upasana karato hoy ne Bhagwanne sada sakar na manato hoy ne teni upasana na karato hoy to te na game. Ane biju em je, eva je Bhagwan tene arthe je tapne karato hoy tatha yogne sadhato hoy tatha panch-vishayna abhavne karato hoy tatha vairagyavan hoy ityadik je je sadhan te Bhagwanni prasannatane arthe nirdambhpane kare te game. Ane evane dekhine amaru man raji thay chhe je, ‘Ene shabash chhe je, e avi rite varte chhe.’

“Ane vali a pach vartanu amare nitye nirantar anusandhan rahe chhe. Tema ek to em je, apane a dehne mukine jarur mari javu chhe ne teno vilamb nathi janato, e to em ja nishchay janay chhe je, ‘A ghadi, a kshanma apane maravu chhe.’ Ne sukh-dukh, rajipo-kurajipo sarva kriyama evi rite varte chhe; evo vairagya kahyo. Ane biju em je, apane marishu tema atalu kam to apane karyu chhe ne atalu baki chhe te karavu chhe, evu nirantar anusandhan rahe chhe. Ane triju em je, amara manma panch-vishayni vasana tali gai chhe ke nathi tali? Ane em janu chhu je, tali to gai chhe tyare te te vishayni je kriya te kem thay chhe? Tyare rakhe na tali hoy! Em anavishvasnu nirantar anusandhan rahe chhe. Ane chothu em je, Muktanand Swami adik mota mota sadhu tatha bija pan mota mota haribhakta e je sarva tene panch-vishayni vasana tali gai chhe ke nahi? Ane ani vasana tali chhe ne ane ani nathi tali, em sarvena hruday samu joya karavu em anusandhan rahe chhe. Ane pachmu em je, jo hu mara manne udasi karava lagu to kon jane kyay jatu rahevay ne deh padi jay. Mate em janie chhie je, ‘Manne udasi na karavu.’ Kem je, bhala amare yoge karine a sarve bai-bhai, Paramhansa rajipe betha Bhagwad-bhakti kare chhe to e thik chhe. Ane Bhagwad-bhaktine karata dekhine manma bahu rajipo thay chhe je, mari to sarvene javu chhe pan avi rite bhakti karavi e ja jivyano moto labh chhe, em nirantar anusandhan rahe chhe.” Evi rite Shriji Maharaje potana bhaktani shikshane arthe potanu vartan laine varta kari⁸¹ ne pote to sakshat Purushottam Narayan chhe.

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