Sarangpur 10

Ātmadraṣhṭi-Bāhyadraṣhṭinu, Pāch Khāsaḍānu

Samvat 1877nā Shrāvaṇ vadi 14 Chaudashne divas Shrījī Mahārāj sarve santnu manḍaḷ laīne Gām Kunḍaḷthī chālyā, te vāṭmā Gām Khāmbhaḍe āvyā ne tyā pīparnā vṛukṣh heṭhe ūtaryā. Pachhī te gāmnā māṇase ḍholiyo lāvīne te upar padharāvyā. Ane te same Shrījī Mahārāje sarve shvet vastra dhāraṇ karyā hatā ne potāne chāre kore sādhu tathā desh-deshnā haribhaktanī sabhā beṭhī hatī.

Ane sādhu kīrtan gātā hatā. Te kīrtan rakhāvīne Shrījī Mahārāje te gāmnā māṇas āgaḷ vāt karī je, “Ā sansārne viṣhe dharmavāḷā ne adharmī e be prakārnā māṇas chhe. Temā dharmavāḷā je māṇas hoy te chorī tathā parstrīno sang tathā chāḍīchugalī e ādik sarve pāpno tyāg karīne ne Parameshvarthī ḍarīne dharma-maryādāmā chāle chhe, teno sansārmā je potānā kuṭumbī hoy athavā koī bījā hoy paṇ te sarve vishvās kare ne te je bole te vachan saune satya ja bhāse. Ane evā je dharmavāḷā hoy tene ja sāchā santno samāgam game. Ane je adharmī māṇas hoy te to chorī, parstrīno sang, madya-mānsnu bhakṣhaṇ, vaṭalvu, vaṭalāvavu e ādik je sarve kukarma tene viṣhe ja bharpūr hoy, ne teno sansārmā koī vishvās kare ja nahī ne enā sagā hoy te paṇ koī eno vishvās na kare. Ane evā je adharmī hoy tene sāchā santno samāgam to game ja nahī ane jo koī bījo te santno samāgam kare to teno paṇ droh kare. Māṭe jene kalyāṇne ichchhavu tene adharmīne mārge chālavu ja nahī ane dharmavāḷāne mārge chālīne sāchā santno samāgam karavo, to nishchay ja e jīvnu kalyāṇ thāy, emā kāī sanshay nathī.” Eṭalī vārtā karī, tene sāmbhaḷīne te gāmnā keṭalāk māṇase Shrījī Mahārājno āshray karyo.

Pachhī tyāthī Shrījī Mahārāj pāchhā Sārangpur padhāryā. Pachhī Jīvā Khācharnā darabārmā uttarāde dvār oraḍānī osarīe ḍholiyā upar virājmān thayā ne te same pote sarva shvet vastra dhāraṇ karyā hatā ane potānā mukhārvindnī āgaḷ muni tathā desh-deshnā haribhaktanī sabhā bharāīne beṭhī hatī.

Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Golok, Vaikunṭh, Shvetdvīp, Brahmapur e sarve je Bhagwānnā dhām tene bāhyadraṣhṭie karīne joīe to ghaṇā chheṭe chhe ane ātmadraṣhṭie karīne joīe to ek aṇu jeṭalu paṇ chheṭu nathī. Māṭe bāhyadraṣhṭivāḷānī samajaṇ chhe te mithyā⁷⁰ chhe ane ātmadraṣhṭivāḷānī samajaṇ chhe te satya⁷¹ chhe. Ane je sādhu em samajato hoy je,⁷² ‘Mārā chaitanyane viṣhe Bhagwān sadāya virājmān chhe; te jem dehmā jīv hoy tem mārā jīvne viṣhe Bhagwān rahyā chhe, ane māro jīv chhe te to sharīr chhe ane Bhagwān to mārā jīvanā sharīrī chhe.’ Ane potānā jīvātmāne sthūḷ, sūkṣhma ane kāraṇ e traṇ sharīr thakī pṛuthak māne ane tene viṣhe akhanḍ Bhagwān virājmān chhe⁷³ em je samaje, to te sant thakī Bhagwān athavā Bhagwānnā dhām te aṇumātra chheṭe nathī. Ane evī rītno je sant hoy te to jevo Shvetdvīpmā mukta chhe te sarakho chhe. Ane evā santnu darshan thayu tyāre em jāṇavu je, ‘Mane sākṣhātkār Bhagwānnu darshan thayu.’ Ne evī samajaṇvāḷo je sant te to kṛutārth chhe. Ane jene āvī samajaṇ to āvī shake nahī, ne jo te santnā samāgammā paḍyo rahe ne te sant nitya pāch khāsaḍā māre to paṇ te apamānnu sahan kare ne santno samāgam mūkī shake nahī; jem afīṇno bandhāṇī hoy te tene mūkī shakato nathī, tem e paṇ koī rīte santno samāgam tajī shake nahī; to jevā pratham sant kahyā te sarakho ene paṇ jāṇavo ane jevī prāpti te santne thāy chhe tevī ja je sant-samāgammā paḍyo rahe chhe tene paṇ thāy chhe.”

Samvat 1877na Shravan vadi 14 Chaudashne divas Shriji Maharaj sarve santnu mandal laine Gam Kundalthi chalya, te vatma Gam Khambhade avya ne tya piparna vruksh hethe utarya. Pachhi te gamna manase dholiyo lavine te upar padharavya. Ane te same Shriji Maharaje sarve shvet vastra dharan karya hata ne potane chare kore sadhu tatha desh-deshna haribhaktani sabha bethi hati.

Ane sadhu kirtan gata hata. Te kirtan rakhavine Shriji Maharaje te gamna manas agal vat kari je, “A sansarne vishe dharmavala ne adharmi e be prakarna manas chhe. Tema dharmavala je manas hoy te chori tatha parstrino sang tatha chadichugali e adik sarve papno tyag karine ne Parameshvarthi darine dharma-maryadama chale chhe, teno sansarma je potana kutumbi hoy athava koi bija hoy pan te sarve vishvas kare ne te je bole te vachan saune satya ja bhase. Ane eva je dharmavala hoy tene ja sacha santno samagam game. Ane je adharmi manas hoy te to chori, parstrino sang, madya-mansnu bhakshan, vatalvu, vatalavavu e adik je sarve kukarma tene vishe ja bharpur hoy, ne teno sansarma koi vishvas kare ja nahi ne ena saga hoy te pan koi eno vishvas na kare. Ane eva je adharmi hoy tene sacha santno samagam to game ja nahi ane jo koi bijo te santno samagam kare to teno pan droh kare. Mate jene kalyanne ichchhavu tene adharmine marge chalavu ja nahi ane dharmavalane marge chaline sacha santno samagam karavo, to nishchay ja e jivnu kalyan thay, ema kai sanshay nathi.” Etali varta kari, tene sambhaline te gamna ketalak manase Shriji Maharajno ashray karyo.

Pachhi tyathi Shriji Maharaj pachha Sarangpur padharya. Pachhi Jiva Khacharna darabarma uttarade dvar oradani osarie dholiya upar virajman thaya ne te same pote sarva shvet vastra dharan karya hata ane potana mukharvindni agal muni tatha desh-deshna haribhaktani sabha bharaine bethi hati.

Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Golok, Vaikunth, Shvetdvip, Brahmapur e sarve je Bhagwanna dham tene bahyadrashtie karine joie to ghana chhete chhe ane atmadrashtie karine joie to ek anu jetalu pan chhetu nathi. Mate bahyadrashtivalani samajan chhe te mithya⁷⁰ chhe ane atmadrashtivalani samajan chhe te satya⁷¹ chhe. Ane je sadhu em samajato hoy je,⁷² ‘Mara chaitanyane vishe Bhagwan sadaya virajman chhe; te jem dehma jiv hoy tem mara jivne vishe Bhagwan rahya chhe, ane maro jiv chhe te to sharir chhe ane Bhagwan to mara jivana shariri chhe.’ Ane potana jivatmane sthul, sukshma ane karan e tran sharir thaki pruthak mane ane tene vishe akhand Bhagwan virajman chhe⁷³ em je samaje, to te sant thaki Bhagwan athava Bhagwanna dham te anumatra chhete nathi. Ane evi ritno je sant hoy te to jevo Shvetdvipma mukta chhe te sarakho chhe. Ane eva santnu darshan thayu tyare em janavu je, ‘Mane sakshatkar Bhagwannu darshan thayu.’ Ne evi samajanvalo je sant te to krutarth chhe. Ane jene avi samajan to avi shake nahi, ne jo te santna samagamma padyo rahe ne te sant nitya pach khasada mare to pan te apamannu sahan kare ne santno samagam muki shake nahi; jem afinno bandhani hoy te tene muki shakato nathi, tem e pan koi rite santno samagam taji shake nahi; to jeva pratham sant kahya te sarakho ene pan janavo ane jevi prapti te santne thay chhe tevi ja je sant-samagamma padyo rahe chhe tene pan thay chhe.”

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