Sarangpur 18

Khārbhūminu

Samvat 1877nā Bhādarvā sudi 8 Āṭhamne divas Swāmī Shrī Sahajānandjī Mahārāj gām Shrī Sārangpur madhye Jīvā Khācharnā darabārmā uttarāde dvār oraḍānī osarīe virājmān hatā ne dhoḷo khes paheryo hato ne dhoḷī chādar oḍhī hatī ane mastak upar shvet pāgh bāndhī hatī ne uttarāde mukhārvinde virājmān hatā ane potānā mukhārvindnī āgaḷ Muni tathā desh-deshnā haribhaktanī sabhā bharāīne beṭhī hatī.

Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Je shraddhāvān puruṣh hoy ane tene jo sāchā santno sang maḷe ane te santnā vachanne viṣhe shraddhāvān thāy, to enā hṛudayne viṣhe swadharma, vairāgya, vivek, gnān, bhakti ādik je kalyāṇkārī guṇ te sarve prakaṭ thaī āve chhe ane kām-krodhādik je vikār te baḷī jāy chhe. Ane jo kusang maḷe ne kusangīnā vachanne viṣhe shraddhāvān thāy, to vairāgya-vivekādik je guṇ te sarve nāsh pāmī jāy chhe. Jem khārbhūmi hoy ne tene viṣhe game teṭalo megh varase, paṇ temā tṛuṇādik ūgatā na hoy; ane te ja khārbhūmine viṣhe jo pāṇīnī rel āve to khār sarve dhovāī jāy ane je ṭhekāṇe khār hato te ṭhekāṇe kāmp chaḍī jāy. Pachhī te kāmp bheḷā vaḍ, pīnpaḷā ādik vṛukṣhnā bīj āvyā hoy te bīj ūgīne moṭā moṭā vṛukṣh thāy chhe. Tem jenā hṛudayne viṣhe pūrve kahyā je swadharmādik guṇ te draḍh hoy ane jagat sambandhī viṣhay-sukhno ankur paṇ ūṭhe em na hoy, ne tene jo kusang thāy to tenā hṛudayne viṣhe kusangrūpī pāṇīne vege karīne jagat-vārtārūpīo āvīne kāmp bharāy. Pachhī te kāmpmā kām, krodh, lobh, moh, mad, matsarādik je bīj rahyā chhe te sarve ūgīne moṭā moṭā vṛukṣh thāy chhe. Māṭe Bhagwānnā bhakta hoy tene koī divas kusang na karavo.

“Ane vaḷī potāmā koī swabhāv hoy ne tene santno samāgam karīne samajī vichārīne ṭāḷe to te swabhāvno nāsh thaī jāy chhe, paṇ mūrkhāīe karīne game teṭalā upāy kare toy bhūnḍo swabhāv ṭaḷe nahī. Ane mūrkh hoy te jyāre mūnzāy tyāre kā to sūī rahe ne kā to rue ane kā to koīk sāthe vaḍhe ne kā to upavās kare, e chār prakāre karīne mūnzavaṇ ṭāḷyāno upāy kare. Ane em karatā jo atishay mūnzāy to chhellī bākī mare paṇ kharo. Evī rīte mūrkhne shok ṭāḷyāno upāy chhe. Paṇ em karyā thakī dukh paṇ maṭe nahī ne swabhāv paṇ ṭaḷe nahī; ane samajīne ṭāḷe to dukh ne swabhāv e beya ṭaḷī jāy. Māṭe samaju hoy te ja sukhī thāy chhe. Ane jem agninī moṭī jvāḷā hoy ne jo uparthī jaḷ varase to tatkāḷ olāī jāy; ane vījaḷīnā agnino to thoḍok zabakāro thato hoy, paṇ te agni meghnī ghaṭāmā rahe chhe to paṇ olāto nathī. Tem samajyā vinā game teṭalo vairāgya hoy athavā Bhagwānmā prīti hoy, to paṇ agninī jvāḷānī peṭhe kusangrūpī jaḷe karīne sarve nāsh thaī jāy chhe; ane samajīne je vairāgya ne prīti hoy te to vījaḷīnā agni jevī chhe, te thoḍī hoy to paṇ nāsh na pāme.”

Pachhī Nirvikārānand Swāmīe pūchhyu je, “He Mahārāj! Koīk puruṣhmā krodhādik bhūnḍā swabhāv hoy te ṭaḷe ke na ṭaḷe?” Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Jem vāṇiyo hoy te jeṭalo vepār kare tenu nāmu mānḍī rākhe chhe; tenī peṭhe je divas thakī satsang thayo chhe te divasthī jeṇe nāmu mānḍī rākhyu hoy teno swabhāv ṭaḷe chhe. Ane te em vichāre je, ‘Jyāre māre satsang nahoto tyāre māre āṭalo malin swabhāv hato ane satsang karyā pachhī āṭalo swabhāv uttam thayo chhe.’ Ane varṣho-varṣh potāno vadhāro thato hoy athavā kāī fer raheto hoy te sarvene tapāsyā kare; paṇ mūrkh vāṇiyo jem nāmu mānḍe nahī tenī peṭhe na kare. Evī rīte je satsang karīne potānī jo tapās karato rahe, to tenā je je swabhāv hoy te sarve nāsh pāmī jāy chhe.”

Pachhī Muktānand Swāmīe pūchhyu je, “Kusang hoy tyāre to bhūnḍo swabhāv hoy ja, paṇ santno samāgam karīne pachhī malin swabhāv āvī jāy chhe tenu shu kāraṇ chhe?” Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Jyāre bāḷ avasthā hoy tyāre kām, krodh, lobhādik, shatru hoy nahī ane Bhagwānmā prīti paṇ visheṣh hoy. Pachhī jyāre yuvān avasthā āve tyāre kāmādik shatruno vadhāro thāy ane dehābhimān paṇ vadhe. Pachhī te jo je santne viṣhe kāmādik shatru na hoy tathā dehābhimāne rahit hoy, evā santno samāgam rākhe to yuvān-avasthārūpī samudrane tarī jāy chhe; ane jo em na kare to kāmādik shatrue karīne parābhav pāmīne bhraṣhṭ thaī jāy chhe. Ane jenī prauḍh avasthā hoy ane te satsang karatā thakā bagaḍe chhe, tenu to kāraṇ e chhe je, Moṭā Puruṣh hoy tene viṣhe je je jātnā doṣh paraṭhe, te te jātnā doṣh potānā haiyāmā āvīne nivās kare chhe. Ane jo Moṭā Puruṣhnā guṇnu grahaṇ kare ane em jāṇe je, ‘Moṭā Puruṣh je je swabhāv rākhe chhe te to jīvnā kalyāṇne arthe chhe ane Moṭā Puruṣh to nirdoṣh chhe, ane mane doṣh jaṇāṇo te to mārī kumatie karīne jaṇāṇo chhe;’ em vichārīne satpuruṣhno guṇ grahaṇ kare ane potānā aparādhne kṣhamā karāve, to te puruṣhnī malintā maṭī jāy chhe.”

Pachhī Mahānubhāvānand Swāmīe pūchhyu je, “Rājasī, tāmasī ne sāttvikī e je traṇ guṇnā swabhāv te sādhan karatā thakā ṭaḷe chhe ke nathī ṭaḷatā?” Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “E sarve swabhāv ṭāḷyā ṭaḷe chhe.” Pachhī vaḷī Mahānubhāvānand Swāmīe pūchhyu je, “Durvāsādik mukta thayā chhe to paṇ te tāmasī kem rahyā chhe?” Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Durvāsādikmā je tamoguṇ ādik guṇ varte chhe, te to potāne e guṇ rākhavā chhe māṭe rahyā chhe. Ane te em jāṇe chhe je, ‘Koīk avaḷo chālato hoy tene shikṣhā karyā sāru āpaṇe tamoguṇ chhe te bahu rūḍo chhe;’ em guṇ jāṇīne rākhyo chhe. Ane jyāre potāmā je swabhāv vartato hoy ne te upar abhāv āve je, ‘Hu Bhagwānno bhakta chhu, te māre āvo bhūnḍo swabhāv joīe nahī.’ Evī rīte doṣhrūp jāṇīne je je swabhāvne tajavāne ichchhe to Bhagwānnā pratāpe karīne te te swabhāvnī nivṛutti thaī jāy chhe.”

Samvat 1877na Bhadarva sudi 8 Athamne divas Swami Shri Sahajanandji Maharaj gam Shri Sarangpur madhye Jiva Khacharna darabarma uttarade dvar oradani osarie virajman hata ne dholo khes paheryo hato ne dholi chadar odhi hati ane mastak upar shvet pagh bandhi hati ne uttarade mukharvinde virajman hata ane potana mukharvindni agal Muni tatha desh-deshna haribhaktani sabha bharaine bethi hati.

Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Je shraddhavan purush hoy ane tene jo sacha santno sang male ane te santna vachanne vishe shraddhavan thay, to ena hrudayne vishe swadharma, vairagya, vivek, gnan, bhakti adik je kalyankari gun te sarve prakat thai ave chhe ane kam-krodhadik je vikar te bali jay chhe. Ane jo kusang male ne kusangina vachanne vishe shraddhavan thay, to vairagya-vivekadik je gun te sarve nash pami jay chhe. Jem kharbhumi hoy ne tene vishe game tetalo megh varase, pan tema trunadik ugata na hoy; ane te ja kharbhumine vishe jo panini rel ave to khar sarve dhovai jay ane je thekane khar hato te thekane kamp chadi jay. Pachhi te kamp bhela vad, pinpala adik vrukshna bij avya hoy te bij ugine mota mota vruksh thay chhe. Tem jena hrudayne vishe purve kahya je swadharmadik gun te dradh hoy ane jagat sambandhi vishay-sukhno ankur pan uthe em na hoy, ne tene jo kusang thay to tena hrudayne vishe kusangrupi panine vege karine jagat-vartarupio avine kamp bharay. Pachhi te kampma kam, krodh, lobh, moh, mad, matsaradik je bij rahya chhe te sarve ugine mota mota vruksh thay chhe. Mate Bhagwanna bhakta hoy tene koi divas kusang na karavo.

“Ane vali potama koi swabhav hoy ne tene santno samagam karine samaji vicharine tale to te swabhavno nash thai jay chhe, pan murkhaie karine game tetala upay kare toy bhundo swabhav tale nahi. Ane murkh hoy te jyare munzay tyare ka to sui rahe ne ka to rue ane ka to koik sathe vadhe ne ka to upavas kare, e char prakare karine munzavan talyano upay kare. Ane em karata jo atishay munzay to chhelli baki mare pan kharo. Evi rite murkhne shok talyano upay chhe. Pan em karya thaki dukh pan mate nahi ne swabhav pan tale nahi; ane samajine tale to dukh ne swabhav e beya tali jay. Mate samaju hoy te ja sukhi thay chhe. Ane jem agnini moti jvala hoy ne jo uparthi jal varase to tatkal olai jay; ane vijalina agnino to thodok zabakaro thato hoy, pan te agni meghni ghatama rahe chhe to pan olato nathi. Tem samajya vina game tetalo vairagya hoy athava Bhagwanma priti hoy, to pan agnini jvalani pethe kusangrupi jale karine sarve nash thai jay chhe; ane samajine je vairagya ne priti hoy te to vijalina agni jevi chhe, te thodi hoy to pan nash na pame.”

Pachhi Nirvikaranand Swamie puchhyu je, “He Maharaj! Koik purushma krodhadik bhunda swabhav hoy te tale ke na tale?” Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Jem vaniyo hoy te jetalo vepar kare tenu namu mandi rakhe chhe; teni pethe je divas thaki satsang thayo chhe te divasthi jene namu mandi rakhyu hoy teno swabhav tale chhe. Ane te em vichare je, ‘Jyare mare satsang nahoto tyare mare atalo malin swabhav hato ane satsang karya pachhi atalo swabhav uttam thayo chhe.’ Ane varsho-varsh potano vadharo thato hoy athava kai fer raheto hoy te sarvene tapasya kare; pan murkh vaniyo jem namu mande nahi teni pethe na kare. Evi rite je satsang karine potani jo tapas karato rahe, to tena je je swabhav hoy te sarve nash pami jay chhe.”

Pachhi Muktanand Swamie puchhyu je, “Kusang hoy tyare to bhundo swabhav hoy ja, pan santno samagam karine pachhi malin swabhav avi jay chhe tenu shu karan chhe?” Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Jyare bal avastha hoy tyare kam, krodh, lobhadik, shatru hoy nahi ane Bhagwanma priti pan vishesh hoy. Pachhi jyare yuvan avastha ave tyare kamadik shatruno vadharo thay ane dehabhiman pan vadhe. Pachhi te jo je santne vishe kamadik shatru na hoy tatha dehabhimane rahit hoy, eva santno samagam rakhe to yuvan-avastharupi samudrane tari jay chhe; ane jo em na kare to kamadik shatrue karine parabhav pamine bhrasht thai jay chhe. Ane jeni praudh avastha hoy ane te satsang karata thaka bagade chhe, tenu to karan e chhe je, Mota Purush hoy tene vishe je je jatna dosh parathe, te te jatna dosh potana haiyama avine nivas kare chhe. Ane jo Mota Purushna gunnu grahan kare ane em jane je, ‘Mota Purush je je swabhav rakhe chhe te to jivna kalyanne arthe chhe ane Mota Purush to nirdosh chhe, ane mane dosh janano te to mari kumatie karine janano chhe;’ em vicharine satpurushno gun grahan kare ane potana aparadhne kshama karave, to te purushni malinta mati jay chhe.”

Pachhi Mahanubhavanand Swamie puchhyu je, “Rajasi, tamasi ne sattviki e je tran gunna swabhav te sadhan karata thaka tale chhe ke nathi talata?” Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “E sarve swabhav talya tale chhe.” Pachhi vali Mahanubhavanand Swamie puchhyu je, “Durvasadik mukta thaya chhe to pan te tamasi kem rahya chhe?” Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Durvasadikma je tamogun adik gun varte chhe, te to potane e gun rakhava chhe mate rahya chhe. Ane te em jane chhe je, ‘Koik avalo chalato hoy tene shiksha karya saru apane tamogun chhe te bahu rudo chhe;’ em gun janine rakhyo chhe. Ane jyare potama je swabhav vartato hoy ne te upar abhav ave je, ‘Hu Bhagwanno bhakta chhu, te mare avo bhundo swabhav joie nahi.’ Evi rite doshrup janine je je swabhavne tajavane ichchhe to Bhagwanna pratape karine te te swabhavni nivrutti thai jay chhe.”