Kariyani 2

Shāpit Buddhinu

Samvat 1877nā Āso sudi 2 Dvitīyāne divas Swāmī Shrī Sahajānandjī Mahārāj gām Shrī Kāriyāṇī madhye Vastā Khācharnā darabārmā uttarāde dvār oraḍānī osarīe virājmān hatā ane sarva shvet vastra dhāraṇ karyā hatā ane potānā mukhārvindnī āgaḷ Paramhansa tathā desh-deshnā haribhaktanī sabhā bharāīne beṭhī hatī.

Ane Shrījī Mahārājnī āgnāe karīne nānā nānā Paramhansa āgaḷ āvīne prashna-uttar karatā hatā. Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Lyo, ame ek prashna pūchhīe.” Tyāre sarve bolyā je, “Pūchho, Mahārāj!” Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Ekanī buddhi to evī chhe je, je dahāḍāthī satsang karyo hoy te dahāḍāthī Bhagwānno tathā santno avaguṇ āve kharo, paṇ rahe nahī, ṭaḷī jāy; paṇ em ne em guṇ-avaguṇ āvyā kare, paṇ satsang mūkīne koī divas jāy nahī. Shā māṭe je, ene buddhi chhe, te em jāṇe je, ‘Āvā sant brahmānḍmā kyāy nathī ane ā Mahārāj vinā bījo koī Bhagwān nathī,’ em samajāṇu hoy; māṭe satsangmā aḍagpaṇe rahe chhe. Ane ekanī to evī buddhi chhe je, santno athavā Bhagwānno koī divas avaguṇ ja āvato nathī. Ane buddhi to e beynī sarakhī chhe ane Bhagwānno nishchay paṇ beyno sarakho chhe; paṇ ekane avaguṇ āvyā kare chhe ne ekane nathī āvato. Te jene avaguṇ āve chhe tenī buddhimā sho doṣh chhe? E prashna Nānā Shivānand Swāmīne pūchhīe chhīe.” Pachhī Shivānand Swāmīe eno uttar karavā mānḍyo paṇ uttar thayo nahī. Pachhī Bhagwadānand Swāmī bolyā je, “Enī buddhi shāpit chhe.” Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “E ṭhīk kahe chhe. Eno uttar e ja chhe je, koī jagatmā kahetā nathī je, ‘Ene to koīkno faṭkār lāgyo chhe?’ Em Moṭā Santne dukhavyā hoy athavā koī garībne dukhavyā hoy athavā mābāpanī chākarī na karī hoy, te māṭe emaṇe shāp dīdho hoy, teṇe karīne enī buddhi evī chhe.”

Pachhī Bhagwadānand Swāmīe pūchhyu je, “He Mahārāj! Enī shāpit buddhi chhe te kem karī sārī thāy?” Tyāre Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Enu to em chhe je, ek to ame ā māthe bāndhī rahyā e vastrane dhovu hoy ane ek to modya jevu jāḍu vastra tene dhovu hoy tyāre te kāī sarakhe dākhaḍe dhovāy nahī; kā je, ā zīṇu vastra dhovu hoy tyāre temā lagārek sābu deīne dhoī nākhīe eṭale tarat ūjaḷu thāy, ane jyāre jāḍā vastrane dhovu hoy tyāre tene be-chār divas sudhī pāṇīmā palāḷī mūke ne pachhī agnie karīne bāfe ne pachhī sābu deīne dhue tyāre ūjaḷu thāy. Tem jenī buddhi shāpit hoy te sarve pāḷe chhe eṭalu ja pāḷe to e doṣh ṭaḷe nahī. Ane bījā jem niṣhkāmī rahe chhe, nihsvādī rahe chhe, nirlobhī rahe chhe, nihsnehī rahe chhe, nirmānī rahe chhe, tem ja ene na rahevu; bījā niṣhkāmī rahetā hoy tethī ene visheṣhe niṣhkāmī rahevu ane bījā nirlobhī rahetā hoy tethī ene visheṣhe nirlobhī rahevu ane bījā nihsvādī rahetā hoy tethī ene visheṣhe nihsvādī rahevu ane bījā nihsnehī rahetā hoy tethī ene visheṣhe nihsnehī rahevu ane bījā nirmānī rahetā hoy tethī ene visheṣhe nirmānī rahevu ane bījā sūī rahe te keḍe ghaḍī moḍu ene sūvu ane bījā māḷā ferave tethī e visheṣhe māḷā ferave ane bījā ūṭhe tethī ghaḍī vahelo ūṭhe; em sarvathī visheṣhe pāḷe to enī buddhi shāpit ṭaḷe, nahī to ṭaḷe nahī.”

Pachhī Moṭā Shivānand Swāmīe Moṭā Yogānand Swāmīne prashna pūchhyo je, “Karma mūrtimān chhe ke amūrt chhe?” Tyāre Moṭā Yogānand Swāmīe kahyu je, “Eno uttar to mane āvaḍe em jaṇātu nathī.” Tyāre Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Vastutāe karma to amūrt chhe ane karmamāthī thayu evu je shubh athavā ashubh evu faḷ te to mūrtimān chhe. Ane je karmane mūrtimān kahe chhe²¹ te to nāstik kahe chhe; kā je, karma je kriyā te kāī mūrtimān na hoy.” Evī rīte Shrījī Mahārāje ghaṇīk vārtā karī, temāthī ā to dishmātra lakhī chhe.

Samvat 1877na Aso sudi 2 Dvitiyane divas Swami Shri Sahajanandji Maharaj gam Shri Kariyani madhye Vasta Khacharna darabarma uttarade dvar oradani osarie virajman hata ane sarva shvet vastra dharan karya hata ane potana mukharvindni agal Paramhansa tatha desh-deshna haribhaktani sabha bharaine bethi hati.

Ane Shriji Maharajni agnae karine nana nana Paramhansa agal avine prashna-uttar karata hata. Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Lyo, ame ek prashna puchhie.” Tyare sarve bolya je, “Puchho, Maharaj!” Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Ekani buddhi to evi chhe je, je dahadathi satsang karyo hoy te dahadathi Bhagwanno tatha santno avagun ave kharo, pan rahe nahi, tali jay; pan em ne em gun-avagun avya kare, pan satsang mukine koi divas jay nahi. Sha mate je, ene buddhi chhe, te em jane je, ‘Ava sant brahmandma kyay nathi ane a Maharaj vina bijo koi Bhagwan nathi,’ em samajanu hoy; mate satsangma adagpane rahe chhe. Ane ekani to evi buddhi chhe je, santno athava Bhagwanno koi divas avagun ja avato nathi. Ane buddhi to e beyni sarakhi chhe ane Bhagwanno nishchay pan beyno sarakho chhe; pan ekane avagun avya kare chhe ne ekane nathi avato. Te jene avagun ave chhe teni buddhima sho dosh chhe? E prashna Nana Shivanand Swamine puchhie chhie.” Pachhi Shivanand Swamie eno uttar karava mandyo pan uttar thayo nahi. Pachhi Bhagwadanand Swami bolya je, “Eni buddhi shapit chhe.” Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “E thik kahe chhe. Eno uttar e ja chhe je, koi jagatma kaheta nathi je, ‘Ene to koikno fatkar lagyo chhe?’ Em Mota Santne dukhavya hoy athava koi garibne dukhavya hoy athava mabapani chakari na kari hoy, te mate emane shap didho hoy, tene karine eni buddhi evi chhe.”

Pachhi Bhagwadanand Swamie puchhyu je, “He Maharaj! Eni shapit buddhi chhe te kem kari sari thay?” Tyare Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Enu to em chhe je, ek to ame a mathe bandhi rahya e vastrane dhovu hoy ane ek to modya jevu jadu vastra tene dhovu hoy tyare te kai sarakhe dakhade dhovay nahi; ka je, a zinu vastra dhovu hoy tyare tema lagarek sabu deine dhoi nakhie etale tarat ujalu thay, ane jyare jada vastrane dhovu hoy tyare tene be-char divas sudhi panima palali muke ne pachhi agnie karine bafe ne pachhi sabu deine dhue tyare ujalu thay. Tem jeni buddhi shapit hoy te sarve pale chhe etalu ja pale to e dosh tale nahi. Ane bija jem nishkami rahe chhe, nihsvadi rahe chhe, nirlobhi rahe chhe, nihsnehi rahe chhe, nirmani rahe chhe, tem ja ene na rahevu; bija nishkami raheta hoy tethi ene visheshe nishkami rahevu ane bija nirlobhi raheta hoy tethi ene visheshe nirlobhi rahevu ane bija nihsvadi raheta hoy tethi ene visheshe nihsvadi rahevu ane bija nihsnehi raheta hoy tethi ene visheshe nihsnehi rahevu ane bija nirmani raheta hoy tethi ene visheshe nirmani rahevu ane bija sui rahe te kede ghadi modu ene suvu ane bija mala ferave tethi e visheshe mala ferave ane bija uthe tethi ghadi vahelo uthe; em sarvathi visheshe pale to eni buddhi shapit tale, nahi to tale nahi.”

Pachhi Mota Shivanand Swamie Mota Yoganand Swamine prashna puchhyo je, “Karma murtiman chhe ke amurt chhe?” Tyare Mota Yoganand Swamie kahyu je, “Eno uttar to mane avade em janatu nathi.” Tyare Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Vastutae karma to amurt chhe ane karmamathi thayu evu je shubh athava ashubh evu fal te to murtiman chhe. Ane je karmane murtiman kahe chhe²¹ te to nastik kahe chhe; ka je, karma je kriya te kai murtiman na hoy.” Evi rite Shriji Maharaje ghanik varta kari, temathi a to dishmatra lakhi chhe.

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