Kariyani 3

Shukmuni Moṭā Sādhu Chhe, Māṇas Uparnī Prakṛutithī Nathī Oḷakhāto, Tenu

Samvat 1877nā Āso vadi 7 Sātamne divas sāyankāḷne same Shrījī Mahārāj gām Shrī Kāriyāṇī madhye Vastā Khācharnā darabārmā uttarādā dvārnā oraḍānī osarīe ḍholiyā upar virājmān hatā ne māthe shvet fenṭo bāndhyo hato ne shvet khes paheryo hato ane shvet chādar oḍhī hatī ne uttarāde mukhārvinde virājmān hatā ne potānā mukhārvindnī āgaḷ Paramhansanī tathā desh-deshnā haribhaktanī sabhā bharāīne beṭhī hatī.

Pachhī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Ā Shukmuni bahu moṭā sādhu chhe. Ane je divasthī amārī pāse rahyā chhe te divasthī eno chaḍato ne chaḍato rang chhe, paṇ mand to paḍato nathī; māṭe e to Muktānand Swāmī jevā chhe.” Em kahīne Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Manuṣhyane paraspar het thāy chhe te guṇe karīne thāy chhe ane avaguṇ āve chhe te doṣhe karīne āve chhe. Te guṇ ne doṣh to māṇasnī uparnī prakṛutie karīne oḷakhātā nathī. Kā je, koīk manuṣhya to bilāḍānī peṭhe heṭhu joīne chālato hoy paṇ māhī to ati kāmī hoy. Tene dekhīne aṇasamaju hoy te kahe je, ‘Ā to bahu moṭo sādhu chhe.’ Ane koīk to fāṭī draṣhṭie chālato hoy tene joīne aṇasamajaṇvāḷo hoy te em kahe je, ‘Ā to asādhu chhe.’ Paṇ te māhī to mahāniṣhkāmī hoy. Māṭe sharīrnī uparnī prakṛuti joīne manuṣhyanī parīkṣhā thāy nahī; parīkṣhā to bheḷā rahyā thāy chhe. Bheḷo rahe tyāre bolyāmā jaṇāy, chālyāmā jaṇāy, khāte jaṇāy, pīte jaṇāy, sūte jaṇāy, ūṭhate jaṇāy, beṭhate jaṇāy ityādik kriyāne viṣhe jaṇāy chhe. Ane visheṣhe karīne to guṇ-avaguṇ yuvā avasthāmā jaṇāy chhe, paṇ bāḷ avasthā tathā vṛuddha avasthāmā to nathī jaṇātā; kā je, koīk bāḷ avasthāmā ṭhīk na hoy ne yuvā avasthāmā saras thāy, ane koīk bāḷ avasthāmā sāro hoy ne yuvā avasthāmā bagaḍī jāy chhe. Ane jene khaṭako hoy je, ‘Mane ā ghāṭ thayo te ṭhīk nahī,’ ne te ghāṭne ṭāḷyāno yatna karyā kare ane te jyā sudhī ṭaḷe nahī tyā sudhī khaṭako rākhe evo jeno swabhāv hoy, te yuvā avasthāmā vadhī jāy ane jene khaṭako na hoy ne pramādī hoy te vadhe nahī. Ane evo sāro hoy te to bāḷakpaṇāmāthī ja jaṇāy.” Te upar pote potānā bāḷakpaṇānā tyāgī swabhāvnī ghaṇīk vārtā karīne bolyā je, “Sāro hoy tene to bāḷpaṇāmāthī ja chhokarānī sobat game nahī ne jīhvāno svādiyo hoy nahī ne sharīrne damyā kare. Juo ne, mane bāḷpaṇāmā Swāmī Kārtiknī²² peṭhe evo ja vichār ūpajyo je, ‘Māre mārā sharīrmā mātāno bhāg je rudhir ne māns te rahevā devu nathī.’ Māṭe ghaṇek prayatne karīne sharīr evu sūkavī nākhyu je, ‘sharīrmā kāīk vāge to pāṇīnu ṭīpu nīsare, paṇ rudhir to nīsare ja nahī.’ Evī rīte je sāro hoy te to bāḷpaṇāmāthī ja jaṇāy.”

Tyāre Bhajanānand Swāmīe pūchhyu je, “He Mahārāj! Evo vichār te mane karīne rākhe to ṭhīk ke sharīrne dame te ṭhīk?” Tyāre Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Keṭalāk to sharīrnā doṣh chhe te jāṇyā joīe ane keṭalāk to mannā doṣh chhe te paṇ jāṇyā joīe. Temā sharīrnā doṣh te shu je, shishna indriya vāramvār jāgrat thāy tathā temā cheḷ thāy tathā ṭhekaḍo bharavo tathā ghaḍī-ekamā sarvane joī vaḷavu tathā ghaḍī-ekamā ghaṇāk prakārnā gandh sūnghī levā tathā vīs-pachīs gāunī majal karavī tathā baḷe karīne koīkne maḷīne tenā hāḍkā bhāgī nākhavā tathā swapnamā vīryapāt thāy; ityādik je doṣh chhe te sarve dehnā doṣh chhe, paṇ mannā nathī. Te e sharīrnā je doṣh te atishay kṣhīṇ thaī jāy toy paṇ manmā je kāmno sankalp tathā khādhāno tathā pīdhāno tathā chālyāno tathā sparshno tathā gandhno tathā shabdano tathā svādno je sankalp te rahyā kare, te mannā doṣh jāṇavā. Em mannā ne sharīrnā doṣh jāṇīne sharīrnā doṣhne sharīrne damave karīne ṭāḷavā ane sharīr kṣhīṇ thayā pachhī je mannā doṣh rahyā tene vichāre karīne ṭāḷavā je, ‘Hu ātmā chhu ne sankalp thakī bhinna chhu ne sukhrūp chhu.’ Evī rīte sharīrnu daman ne vichār e be jene hoy te moṭo sādhu chhe. Ane jene ekalu daman chhe ne vichār nathī to te ṭhīk nahī tathā jene ekalo vichār chhe ne daman nathī te paṇ ṭhīk nahī; māṭe e be jene hoy te shreṣhṭh chhe. Ane sharīrnu daman ne vichār e be vānā to gṛuhasth satsangīne paṇ jarūr rākhyā joīe, tyāre tyāgīne to jarūr rākhyā ja joīe.”

Tyāre Niṣhkuḷānand Swāmīe pūchhyu je, “He Mahārāj! Em je rahevāy chhe te vichāre karīne rahevāy chhe ke vairāgye karīne rahevāy chhe?” Tyāre Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “E to Moṭā Santnā samāgame karīne thāy chhe. Ane jene Moṭā Santnā samāgame karīne paṇ na thāy te to mahāpāpī chhe.” Em kahīne vaḷī Shrījī Mahārāj bolyā je, “Tyāgī thaīne gṛuhasthne bhogavavā yogya bhognī ichchhā rākhe chhe te khaḍ khāy chhe; kā je, ene e bhog prāpta thanār chhe nahī ane tenī ichchhā rākhe chhe. Māṭe enā samajyāmā e vāt āvī nathī; kā je, je gām javu nahī tenu nām shu pūchhavu? Tem eṇe je padārthno tyāg karyo chhe ne tenī pāchhī abhilāṣhā rākhe chhe, te shu ā dehe karīne ene prāpta thavānu chhe? Te to jo ā satsangmāthī vimukh thāy to prāpta thāy, paṇ satsangmā rahye thake to thāy nahī. Māṭe satsangmā rahye thake te bhognī je ichchhā rākhe chhe te mūrkh chhe, kem je, satsangmā je raheshe tene to jarūr pāḷyu joīshe. Jem koī satī thavāne nīsarī ne pachhī agni joīne pāchhī vaḷe to tene shu tenā sagā pāchhī vaḷavā de? E to jore karīne bāḷe. Ane jem koīk brāhmaṇī hoy ne te vidhavā thaī ne te jo suvāsinīnā jevo veṣh rākhe, te shu tenā sagā rākhavā de? Na rākhavā de. Tem je satsangmā rahīne ayogya swabhāv rākhe chhe tene evī rīte vāt samajyāmā āvī nathī ane jo āvī hoy to ayogya swabhāv rahe nahī.” Evī rīte vāt karīne Shrījī Mahārāj ‘Jay Swāminārāyaṇ’ kahīne shayanne arthe padhārtā havā.

Samvat 1877na Aso vadi 7 Satamne divas sayankalne same Shriji Maharaj gam Shri Kariyani madhye Vasta Khacharna darabarma uttarada dvarna oradani osarie dholiya upar virajman hata ne mathe shvet fento bandhyo hato ne shvet khes paheryo hato ane shvet chadar odhi hati ne uttarade mukharvinde virajman hata ne potana mukharvindni agal Paramhansani tatha desh-deshna haribhaktani sabha bharaine bethi hati.

Pachhi Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “A Shukmuni bahu mota sadhu chhe. Ane je divasthi amari pase rahya chhe te divasthi eno chadato ne chadato rang chhe, pan mand to padato nathi; mate e to Muktanand Swami jeva chhe.” Em kahine Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Manushyane paraspar het thay chhe te gune karine thay chhe ane avagun ave chhe te doshe karine ave chhe. Te gun ne dosh to manasni uparni prakrutie karine olakhata nathi. Ka je, koik manushya to biladani pethe hethu joine chalato hoy pan mahi to ati kami hoy. Tene dekhine anasamaju hoy te kahe je, ‘A to bahu moto sadhu chhe.’ Ane koik to fati drashtie chalato hoy tene joine anasamajanvalo hoy te em kahe je, ‘A to asadhu chhe.’ Pan te mahi to mahanishkami hoy. Mate sharirni uparni prakruti joine manushyani pariksha thay nahi; pariksha to bhela rahya thay chhe. Bhelo rahe tyare bolyama janay, chalyama janay, khate janay, pite janay, sute janay, uthate janay, bethate janay ityadik kriyane vishe janay chhe. Ane visheshe karine to gun-avagun yuva avasthama janay chhe, pan bal avastha tatha vruddha avasthama to nathi janata; ka je, koik bal avasthama thik na hoy ne yuva avasthama saras thay, ane koik bal avasthama saro hoy ne yuva avasthama bagadi jay chhe. Ane jene khatako hoy je, ‘Mane a ghat thayo te thik nahi,’ ne te ghatne talyano yatna karya kare ane te jya sudhi tale nahi tya sudhi khatako rakhe evo jeno swabhav hoy, te yuva avasthama vadhi jay ane jene khatako na hoy ne pramadi hoy te vadhe nahi. Ane evo saro hoy te to balakpanamathi ja janay.” Te upar pote potana balakpanana tyagi swabhavni ghanik varta karine bolya je, “Saro hoy tene to balpanamathi ja chhokarani sobat game nahi ne jihvano svadiyo hoy nahi ne sharirne damya kare. Juo ne, mane balpanama Swami Kartikni²² pethe evo ja vichar upajyo je, ‘Mare mara sharirma matano bhag je rudhir ne mans te raheva devu nathi.’ Mate ghanek prayatne karine sharir evu sukavi nakhyu je, ‘sharirma kaik vage to paninu tipu nisare, pan rudhir to nisare ja nahi.’ Evi rite je saro hoy te to balpanamathi ja janay.”

Tyare Bhajananand Swamie puchhyu je, “He Maharaj! Evo vichar te mane karine rakhe to thik ke sharirne dame te thik?” Tyare Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Ketalak to sharirna dosh chhe te janya joie ane ketalak to manna dosh chhe te pan janya joie. Tema sharirna dosh te shu je, shishna indriya varamvar jagrat thay tatha tema chel thay tatha thekado bharavo tatha ghadi-ekama sarvane joi valavu tatha ghadi-ekama ghanak prakarna gandh sunghi leva tatha vis-pachis gauni majal karavi tatha bale karine koikne maline tena hadka bhagi nakhava tatha swapnama viryapat thay; ityadik je dosh chhe te sarve dehna dosh chhe, pan manna nathi. Te e sharirna je dosh te atishay kshin thai jay toy pan manma je kamno sankalp tatha khadhano tatha pidhano tatha chalyano tatha sparshno tatha gandhno tatha shabdano tatha svadno je sankalp te rahya kare, te manna dosh janava. Em manna ne sharirna dosh janine sharirna doshne sharirne damave karine talava ane sharir kshin thaya pachhi je manna dosh rahya tene vichare karine talava je, ‘Hu atma chhu ne sankalp thaki bhinna chhu ne sukhrup chhu.’ Evi rite sharirnu daman ne vichar e be jene hoy te moto sadhu chhe. Ane jene ekalu daman chhe ne vichar nathi to te thik nahi tatha jene ekalo vichar chhe ne daman nathi te pan thik nahi; mate e be jene hoy te shreshth chhe. Ane sharirnu daman ne vichar e be vana to gruhasth satsangine pan jarur rakhya joie, tyare tyagine to jarur rakhya ja joie.”

Tyare Nishkulanand Swamie puchhyu je, “He Maharaj! Em je rahevay chhe te vichare karine rahevay chhe ke vairagye karine rahevay chhe?” Tyare Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “E to Mota Santna samagame karine thay chhe. Ane jene Mota Santna samagame karine pan na thay te to mahapapi chhe.” Em kahine vali Shriji Maharaj bolya je, “Tyagi thaine gruhasthne bhogavava yogya bhogni ichchha rakhe chhe te khad khay chhe; ka je, ene e bhog prapta thanar chhe nahi ane teni ichchha rakhe chhe. Mate ena samajyama e vat avi nathi; ka je, je gam javu nahi tenu nam shu puchhavu? Tem ene je padarthno tyag karyo chhe ne teni pachhi abhilasha rakhe chhe, te shu a dehe karine ene prapta thavanu chhe? Te to jo a satsangmathi vimukh thay to prapta thay, pan satsangma rahye thake to thay nahi. Mate satsangma rahye thake te bhogni je ichchha rakhe chhe te murkh chhe, kem je, satsangma je raheshe tene to jarur palyu joishe. Jem koi sati thavane nisari ne pachhi agni joine pachhi vale to tene shu tena saga pachhi valava de? E to jore karine bale. Ane jem koik brahmani hoy ne te vidhava thai ne te jo suvasinina jevo vesh rakhe, te shu tena saga rakhava de? Na rakhava de. Tem je satsangma rahine ayogya swabhav rakhe chhe tene evi rite vat samajyama avi nathi ane jo avi hoy to ayogya swabhav rahe nahi.” Evi rite vat karine Shriji Maharaj ‘Jay Swaminarayan’ kahine shayanne arthe padharta hava.

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